Here is my in-depth rambling about what's ACTUALLY been going on. And I know even now that I'll have forgotten some things while writing this ( Read more... )

No.
Just...
no.

I'm done.
I'm fed up.
I don't think I can do this anymore.

I might just give in.

I'm done.

...no.

Watched Eddie Izzard's "Definite Article" DVD tonight ( Read more... )

as one of my older poems reads; "cut me and bleed me with this knife ( Read more... )

I... don't know what to do. I actually got used to the not having drama thing, and then all of a sudden there was. And, I don't know what to do. I don't know how to respond... I'm so... worried ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if it's all a lie... sometimes I wonder if everyone really is just out to make my life miserable... sometimes I wonder if I really am all alone in this messed up world ( Read more... )

This is getting pathetic. I can't keep my composure anymore. I've been crying in public, crying while my family is in the stores and I stay in the van. Crying at night while everyone else is in the same room sleeping. Crying in the shower.
And I don't see an end in sight at all anymore *sigh*

"Hey little girl with the pressure of the world on your ( Read more... )

You know the world's going to hell when sidekick hates life and is on the verge of becoming emo D:

I ♥ my sidekick... what kind of sick people are in the world that could cause the sweet and fun-loving sidekick to go sad!!! EVIL EVIL PEOPLE I DON'T LIKE YOU!!!! >.>

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...okay I have to say this SOMEWHERE... and I don't know why I have ( Read more... )

Ugh... I'm sooooo ...I don't even know... today. >.I went from being extremely exhausted, to energetic, to inspired, to annoyed. From Thrilled to Nervous to happy to hyper. From Giddy to cheerful to anxious to ...having a minor panic attack. From aggrivated to peaceful to lonely to depressed. From confused to unsure to worried to Manic. From ( Read more... )

Reading through some of my old entries... wow what was I thinking? O.o I'm like, crazy ( Read more... )