Oh, look... it's another late-night post about me being all depressed and such ( Read more... )

blarg ( Read more... )

So, I'm writing this from my iPod cos I don't feel like sitting up. I feel rather down tonight. I've been crying, my eyes itch, and they're also tired even though my body isn't.

I'm listening to "Every Little Thing" by Delirious? on repeat right now.
Why do my eyes itch so much?! @_< *itchy itchy itchy ( Read more... )

I'm so depressed tonight. Actually it's been most of the day. Snickers seems sick, or suffering some sort of late-shock from the moving here last weekend. And it's really upsetting me a lot. The books and such say it will pass ...and if not, to take him to a vet... but I don't have money to take him to a vet -_-; so I feel helpless and I'm kicking ( Read more... )

Ughhh... I feel blahh now. Dustin just seems like he's avoiding me the past couple days. And I've been online when he messages, I reply to his IMs and such, but he never replies back =_= *facedesk* I actually genuinely feel like crying. Especially after I bled my feelings into that poem yesterday, and now he's practically avoiding me.

I should ( Read more... )

Watched Eddie Izzard's "Definite Article" DVD tonight ( Read more... )

I want my Cauldren :( I really miss her.
We don't talk like we used to.
We never get to roleplay anymore.
I miss everything (except the cold weather and smelling like cats).
*sad Mango*

Well, I thought today was gonna be good. But. Still isn't. It's been more than half a week now where a day hasn't passed where I haven't started crying over something. And it's really irritating me ( Read more... )

as one of my older poems reads; "cut me and bleed me with this knife ( Read more... )

I... don't know what to do. I actually got used to the not having drama thing, and then all of a sudden there was. And, I don't know what to do. I don't know how to respond... I'm so... worried ( Read more... )