Photograph child; holds her head in shame
Sometimes I wonder if it's all a lie... sometimes I wonder if everyone really is just out to make my life miserable... sometimes I wonder if I really am all alone in this messed up world.
Sometimes I just can't help but want to hide away and not let anyone know what's wrong. Or what's right. Or anything in between.
Am I really being played with? Am I really just a dead kitten on a string, being pulled along by the people who pretend to care? I don't know... I'm not sure if I want to know.
I'm not sure if I could handle the awakening from my fairy tale. Because everything seems like in the future it will all be okay. Eventually, it will be alright. And all will be well.
I can believe it when it happens, but to actually expect it to happen? I'm not so sure about that... it might crush me worse than it already has.
Lord send me a sign and keep me from wishing I never existed!
Sometimes I just can't help but want to hide away and not let anyone know what's wrong. Or what's right. Or anything in between.
Am I really being played with? Am I really just a dead kitten on a string, being pulled along by the people who pretend to care? I don't know... I'm not sure if I want to know.
I'm not sure if I could handle the awakening from my fairy tale. Because everything seems like in the future it will all be okay. Eventually, it will be alright. And all will be well.
I can believe it when it happens, but to actually expect it to happen? I'm not so sure about that... it might crush me worse than it already has.
Lord send me a sign and keep me from wishing I never existed!