Until the results are out. Please keep your fingers crossed for me. I'm very nervous this time - i feel mostly brought about by having received a non-passing mark at the publication of the last set of results. To be honest, this has led to me being more concerned about the skills results than those of the substantive subjects. The cost of ( Read more... )

I’m feeling quite odd today. On the one hand I’m torn between anger and upset at the latest e-mail from Paul. On the other, I have this weird background feeling of ‘okay-ness’ that just keeps surfacing. I don’t know where that’s coming from ( Read more... )

It seems to be my lot to be waiting for e-mails and phone calls this week. Paul has still not replied to my e-mail, and despite repeated phone calls and an answer-machine message left last Tuesday, i cannot get in touch with my future employers about the money they owe me. I'm bad at waiting ( Read more... )

Well, despite Alan's talk with Paul, he did not, as he told Alan he would, ring me. Me being me, had a bit of a weepy about it, which made Alan call Paul again and explain to him in basic terms that all we wanted to know is if he is our friend or not. Paul said he had changed his mind about calling as he had decided he would put his feelings into ( Read more... )

So. Alan has called Paul. Once again I feel like i am in one of those situations where, i have been treated badly by someone, yet i am going to look like the one in the wrong for expressing this feeling ( Read more... )

The weather is very grey every day. It always seems to start raining the minute i leave any building, and stop as soon as i get inside ( Read more... )

I feel that with such a short time of easy internet access left, i should be endeavouring to post a little of what it going on. As i haven't been very informative of late, there should, in theory, be quite a lot to tell. I've been here and there between the houses of friends and family - just for the odd visit. Though nothing really noteworthy ( Read more... )

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Its been a busy three days. I feel like until now i haven't stopped moving. There has been so much to get done ( Read more... )

Today is dragging ( Read more... )