I've come really far in my work ethic I think. Years ago, even before the Playpen, I was ranting daily about the boredom of a job not done and being under the oppressive fist of that crazy Dearest and his need for all-encompassing control over everything that happened in his department. These days I have the Boss who is the polar opposite, who ( Read more... )

I've been having odd-feeling experiences lately thanks to the wonder of Facebook. Getting in contact with people I haven't seen or talked to in years ( Read more... )

Oy.. I can't catch a break at this dump. Yesterday, I got dragged to the Mafioso's place by the B.A. to work on taking ghost images of their two current computers and getting ready to move his son's new Alienware computer over there. Which, unfortunately, is being done tomorrow. Needless to say, since it's a weekend... and a holiday weekend... I ( Read more... )

Wednesday night turned out to be more fun that I had expected. I had a key lime martini on lunch and it kicked my ass for the rest of the day. When I got home from work I passed out for about two hours and was in no mood to drink anymore or even be conscious. But, far be it for me to break a tradition. So Rockwell and I met up for a quick dinner at ( Read more... )

I am spoiled. Every Xmas my parents spend about a grand on me and my sister. I get to hear from others how spoiled I am because they get less. I get to feel guilty about it. I don't know why my mom does it. It is either to make up for some lack of love she showed us in the past or maybe in a way to bribe my sister and I to love her ( Read more... )

The funniest thing of all is that 2005 has ended exactly as it started... in misery and angst-ridden whining. I started it out hating life and hoping for change, got the change, went through a whole lot of shit yet somehow ended up in exactly the same place I was 365 days ago. Obviously, it is clear I have not learned whatever lesson life was ( Read more... )

Always too short. Already Sunday night and depressed as usual... as always ( Read more... )

So last night I got home, stuffed my face and then instead of going for a run like I had semi-planned and felt I needed to, I laid back on the couch to watch ’Blade Trinity’ and literally fell asleep in two minutes. Waking up around nine to do some dishes and then watched ’Philly’. It’s the new bitch topic of the week: Why The Fuck Am I So Tired? ( Read more... )

Friday afternoon, I stopped Lia’s boss who setup this whole training thing and specifically asked him about the number of people in the class. Per the meeting we had a little over a week before it was agreed ten people were going to be in the class. Two of the original twelve were not going to be coming because they didn’t need to and we were ( Read more... )

I regret ever taking this job. Saying that it ”has to be better” than the Circus is like saying that eating different kinds of shit with a spoon makes the degree of disgustingness involved worse or better. Shit is shit. It all stinks ( Read more... )