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Time For A Change

4shatteredstars Dec 03, 2012 15:21

Everybody fails sometimes. Depending on how big your own personal failure is the scent of defeat may stick around for a long time.

I admit it, I failed hard.

Its pretty much every serious student's worst nightmare to have to leave their college and come home and attend a community school. That's exactly what happened to me. Everyone tells you that ( Read more... )

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Say My Name

4shatteredstars May 22, 2011 12:10

Thunder cracks in Heaven's sky
Lightening reveals such darkness here
But through the black and windy night
Not one cloud has shed a tear

I suppose I should explain
Just how
I came
To adore the rain

Dust permeates the air
The moon illuminates
An ocean of despair
Seen tonight, but never heard

I suppose I should explain
Just how
I claim
To have forgotten my own ( Read more... )

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This Chick Here: Nothing To Fear But Fear Itself

4shatteredstars Jan 20, 2011 13:36

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This Chick Here: The Innocence Aura

4shatteredstars Dec 05, 2010 12:30

My general demeanor seems to be a topic of interest to most of my friends. As, Russ quite eloquently put it one day (/sarcasm) I have an aura of innocence. I don't really understand why this is such a fascinating development for people, I know that I'm not the most...realistic when it comes to life in general- but that's just how I am. I always try ( Read more... )

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Today's Shattered Star: Things That Hurt

4shatteredstars Jul 24, 2010 16:27

So I was cruising around the internet, bored out of my mind as usual when I saw something one of my RL friends had posted.

You know when you see something that's not meant to be hurtful, or even directed at you specifically but it just

tears your heart in half?

And its totally irrational, but you just can't help it? Yeah, that's me right now.
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