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Move
Okay so I'm posting this here because I didn't want to get my insane journal off to a negative start. I am so fucking frustrated right now. I'm just so pissed off and angry and I feel like I'm about to kill something. Maybe I should just go to bed when I'm done eating dinner because fuck. I'm so done. I'm not even talking to anyone right now ( Read more... ) -
Everybody's Fool
So I might be moving completely over to insanejournal. I'm not sure. I have a lot of entries here and I don't like starting over. But I'm hoping its a more active community. We'll see. I'll probably still post to this sometimes so that it remains active. But anyway. xjoonbugx over at insanejournal. -
Jekyll & Hyde
Its that time of night. When I'm tired but not sleepy enough to sleep. And I'm extremely in my head. Something triggered me last night. Someone. And its been difficult ever since. Maybe I just need a good night's sleep. But I'm not feeling very healthy. Mentally or physically. Its not a good place to be. I just want someone to talk to about ( Read more... ) -
Dancing On My Own
Okay. So I guess I need to do this again. I'm feeling majorly stressed out but my natural instinct is to push it down and try to ignore it. I just really need to work this. I'm just overwhelmed. I know that I have no right to be. I work a part time job that most people would consider easy and I sleep in almost every day. But what people don't ( Read more... ) -
Alley Cat
Okay, so I'm turning to livejournal because I don't know what the fuck to do anymore. If you don't want negativity in your life please stop reading this now. Don't come to me after reading it and tell me that I really shouldn't stay stuff like this on the internet for everyone to see. Because this is a journal and its the only form of release I ( Read more... ) -
Silence
I just want to chat right now. So I guess I'll post my contacts:
KIK: xxjoonbugxx
Skype: xxjoonbugxx
AIM: sleepywise
If anyone is up for it, add me and we'll chat. <3 -
Up All Night/After Midnight
I cannot believe how shitty the past couple days have been. I seriously was so heart broken and depressed last night that I was physically in pain. And its not getting much better. I like having the weekends to recuperate from the week of work. But this weekend has been awful. I guess yesterday was because there was a funeral and it was just ( Read more... ) -
Nothing
So I fully realize that lately this journal has become more me bitching about the shit that I go through on a daily basis and I understand that. However. It is a journal and sometimes I just need to get out the things that are bothering me. There will be a point at the end where I talk about the positive things that have been going through as well ( Read more... ) -
I Won't Apologize
Okay, so yesterday I totally meant to write this and not the rant that came out instead. I'm looking for active communities to get involved in. No I don't have a million comments or comments received but that doesn't mean I'm not active. It just means that I tend to join comms that then die and then there's nothing to post to or about. I have basic ( Read more... ) -
Pressure
So this post was definitely originally gonna be about something else. But you know what? I'm done. I've absolutely had it today. This is probably one of the worst nights I've had in a while. Like really and truly. I fucking give up. The past couple days have sucked so bad I can even describe to you. I don't know why I even try to keep relationships ( Read more... )