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Just got into that dress that Iv been trying to lose weight for ever since I gained so much weight (6 months). Took my mom and partner ages to zip me into it though aha. The half starving myself, gym, walking miles and insanity dvds finally paid off. Iv slimmed down and my bodies tightened up a fair bit. I'm proud of myself ( Read more... ) -
losing it
So sick of trying so hard to lose weight and looking smaller but the scale weight not going down so I mess up and binge out of frustration. Started a new job and oh god I hate it, manager does my head in!
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Everythings getting worse. Flashbacks all the time, its slowly driving me Insane. -
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my gf touched me down there again today after she said she wouldnt yesterday. tried to finger me but i just tensed up, whimpered and pulled her fingers out. she tried again later and i just thought fuck it, il let her. i let my uncle so why the hell not. she was in me for like a minute then i told her no and nearly had a panic attack. im in shock ( Read more... ) -
its 1am.
Just wrote this poem to release the pain. Hope I might be able to stop going into a panic now and sleep ( Read more... ) -
omg want to die now.
my world has crashed. i got into a fight with my gf because she knows my uncle raped me many times and still pulls me about and always touches me and stuff. she told me this guy had tried to force himself on her before but she never told me he actually got up her (for like 3 seconds before she pushed him off and legged it out the door). im ( Read more... )