omg want to die now.

[xfattyxl]

my world has crashed. i got into a fight with my gf because she knows my uncle raped me many times and still pulls me about and always touches me and stuff. she told me this guy had tried to force himself on her before but she never told me he actually got up her (for like 3 seconds before she pushed him off and legged it out the door). im absolutely devastated. never cried so much in my fucking life.

went my gf todays and she tried to get it on with me just to break down and cry about what that guy did. i started crying too. im phoning doctors tomorrow to get help with my rape shit, its tearing me apart.

i love her.