It's been a long day.. course it was a long night. I finally passed out around 5:30 am only to be awoken by Ecamer for whatever reason. I don't even remember ( Read more... )

There is something about the Day of the Dead that resonates with me. The celebration, the colors, the work people put into their offerendas. The way that, no matter what the economy is like, no expense seems to be spared. They are decorated with candles and flowers and candies, booze, ribbons and incense.. So much time and love is dedicated to this ( Read more... )

Things are so... weird at home right now.
It's leaving me confused and I honestly don't know how to proceed.

I should probably just go to bed.

But hey... at least I have been keeping busy. (clickie) <--- Like this page! LIKE IT!!!

I have become a very, very private person. With the exception of two people, no one really knows who I am, how I think, nor what makes me tick. It is these two people that I hold lengthy conversations with. And it is with these two people that I always end up replaying the conversation hours, sometimes days later. Sometimes something the other ( Read more... )

I haven't written in for-ever here. I keep trying but then I lose focus.. But before I go off on a tangent about what has been happening in my life, I will just get straight to the point of why I am writing now.

And that point is...

I was just told (yet again) that I should start looking at people in a "what can I get out of this person" perspective ( Read more... )

i just got back from spending several hours in the hospital with my mother-in-law. i dislike the woman but my daughter adores her and she is very, very upset. there has been talk of cancer. i am not prepared to have to deal with helping my daughter through her first time of losing someone she loves ( Read more... )

So last post, I touched on this. Last night, it escalated. Silly me.

Vampy and I had not been hanging out much due to me working a lot. Then I came down with laryngitis and finally had some free time. I asked if he wanted to hang out. I told him I missed him and I wanted to hang out. He said he was "unmoved". So I apologized for bugging him and went ( Read more... )

I got a 3DS over the weekend.

...I just really wanted to play Zelda.

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I am feeling really confused right now. I don't know how to put everything into words. Maybe I will just make a post when I can be a bit more... articulate.

As the days go by, I feel like becoming more and more withdrawn. I don't like facebook as much as I used to and I do not feel at all comfortable in my other place of social residence. Not like I used to when I first started. I have been lied to by Someone I love dearly and I don't know why. I hurts me greatly. I have dedicated myself to this person ( Read more... )

Like many people, I have a laundry list of things that irritate me. Bad drivers, compulsive liars, useless/worthless people taking up space...

But nothing sets me on edge more then snobbish conceited comments that people make about a person just because of their looks. Most of my friends are freaks. Yeah, they mostly work in call centers and are ( Read more... )