Sometimes I hate getting caught up with the people I care about.
Sometimes it is not a good thing.
Sometimes it makes me just want to say.. "Wow.. don't hold back. Just tell me how you REALLY feel."

But right now it just makes me want to bury any "feelings" I have at any given moment because I know that they can, and most likely will, be used ( Read more... )

Finally got some sleep. Had to be poisoned to get it, but I got it. Now I'm awake.. ish. My body is shivering even though I'm not cold. Food.. yeah, I should probably acquire some. That's most likely the reason I am shaky ( Read more... )

>>CLICKIE FOR PERSONALITY TEST<<

And... here I am. Every single word speaks true.

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend ( Read more... )

This is the third entry I have written this evening (this morning?) and I am NOT going to delete it. Rawrz. (Don't ask me why I am having so many issues. My only guess is that I can't seem to get in the right head space.)

I was claimed to be immortalized by x_disturbed_x for their introduction challenge in therealljidol. ellakite said he also wanted to "claim" me but arrived too ( Read more... )

Sleep has not been a friend of mine the past... few weeks. It has come to the point where I stay awake for nearly 3 days straight before I manage to crash. And when I finally do, it is only for a couple hours here and there. I know it's probably stress-related. There have been some major emotional adjustments I have had to make and some health ( Read more... )

Today.. well, no. I suppose at  this point in the morning that "Yesterday" would be a more truthful term. So we will go with that and I will start over.

Yesterday was my first "rock" concert. As in... ever. It was a day of bands which ended in Cake and The KillersAt first I was worried that my anxiety would kick in and ruin it. Between the fact it ( Read more... )

Having one of those moments where I wish I could do an entry via voice and just transcribe it later. Took a mini-road trip further west than my normal boundaries of Phoenix. Im still not at my designated end point but I had to stop and stretch my legs. So far I have discovered that as much as I hate a ton of traffic, I hate it even more when ( Read more... )

I have spent the past few days searching for words ( Read more... )

During a "What I like about you" meme, I was told the following:

"You are so steadfast that sometimes I don't know what to do with you. You refuse to give up on people. We've both had hard times with others, and while I've generally let go of the rest of the world, you keep hanging onto it, and it's a pretty awe-inspiring thing to see."At the time ( Read more... )

i am alive. i still have my integrity. no matter how the world (or my family) treats me, i will never stoop to that level. i am honest and i will continue to hold to my beliefs while standing up for others rights to their own ( Read more... )