I have spent the past few days searching for words ( Read more... )

The past 24 hours have been.... a trial, to put it mildly. Losing someone you love always sucks. No matter how it happens ( Read more... )

So, on Sunday, I went to this Meetup that brings photographers and models together once a month for building portfolios. I made friend's with a gentleman that was very knowledgeable. As for the shoot.. It was the first time I ever walked away without even one good shot. Granted, this has a lot to do with the fact that I let someone fiddle with my ( Read more... )

I know that I am fighting a battle I am meant to lose. And when the time comes, I will lose that battle with as much dignity and respect as possible for me. I know that what I want and what I am offered will never be on par. I know I will always have to settle for less than what I desire. May that be something as simple as an ice-cream flavor, or ( Read more... )

( La Bonita )

This prompt has caused me to ponder a lot. Not because I couldn't think of what to write, but rather the fact that I am not certain I want to bare my soul this much to a multitude of strangers. At any other time, this entry would not only be friends only, but filtered to a tiny handful of people. The last time I wrote about this was years and four ( Read more... )

I reach into the darkness and my hand comes back empty ( Read more... )

ok.. so I'm a little upset ( Read more... )

Can someone tell me How The FUCK do I delete a community?

Edit: never-mind. I figured it out cause I am fabulous like that ( Read more... )

I really miss Kimberly right about now. So much that it hurts.

The procession was very emotional for me. It came in waves.. I'd be fine, admiring all the hard work that so many people put into their floats, shrines and costumes and all of the sudden: whoosh. Really strong urge to just cry. The procession and the grand finale were just beautiful. ( Read more... )