Apr 17, 2013 13:04
So, on Sunday, I went to this Meetup that brings photographers and models together once a month for building portfolios. I made friend's with a gentleman that was very knowledgeable. As for the shoot.. It was the first time I ever walked away without even one good shot. Granted, this has a lot to do with the fact that I let someone fiddle with my camera before taking pics. That was my fault. Thankfully I had Scott show me exactly how to adjust it so that I would not have to worry later. However, I left it how it was for the moment because I had suspension party to shoot that same night and the settings were near perfect for that.
This weekend is Christian's 80's prom. I am both excited and experiencing anxiety because this is the first time I have ever shot anything with a studio-like set. I keep fiddling with my camera settings even though I know once I get there, I will just have to do so again. I will have Ecamer with me. Originally I was not going to, but because I need to keep records of who is ordering what, print-wise, I decided to ask. (And thanks to the meetup I went to, I now know where I can send the images to get them printed up exactly as I need and I can avoid wal-mart.) This could be a big break as far as my desperate attempts to make myself lucrative is concerned. If I can just get to where I can pay for my own health insurance...
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Phone call-
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There was more to write, but i no longer have the heart. I'm just going to take some drugs to numb myself and get done what needs to be done.
love. failure,
photo gigs,
love,
loss,
life lessons