Share with me a common disaster

[witchdollie]

Sleep has not been a friend of mine the past... few weeks. It has come to the point where I stay awake for nearly 3 days straight before I manage to crash. And when I finally do, it is only for a couple hours here and there. I know it's probably stress-related. There have been some major emotional adjustments I have had to make and some health issues I have been dealing with and it is all been getting a bit overwhelming. But.. that is life.

It was during one of these short periods of sleep that I kept hearing my name being called. Not my given name, nor the one that I have spent the past 7+ years developing into my own persona.. but another name. A name that, when I heard it, felt like... it just fit. I KNEW it was me they were calling. I know it sounds odd... I don't know how to explain it in a way that would make any sense at all. I just know its Mine. and someone.. a female voice, was looking for me calling me by that name.

The name they called was "Damea".

Now.. when I woke up, my mind continued to cling to this simple word. I found that I felt a little piece of me had fallen into place at random. I honestly thought it was a fluke of some sort, so i did a little research thinking that perhaps my mind had subconsciously grabbed a name from a t.v. show or something. Nothing came up, though, so I researched the name itself and found some curious information about the name that, oddly enough, described me near perfectly.

This is the information I found on Kabalarians.com

• The name of Demea creates a friendly, sociable, charming nature, but causes you to be too easily influenced by others.
• While you find it easy to meet and mix, and can appear agreeable and compromising in conversation, you can become dogmatic and forceful if pressed too far.
• Others learn that you cannot be told what to do and you seldom change your mind once it is made up.
• You prefer situations that allow a degree of independence, but are reluctant to take on a demanding work-load or responsibility.
• In a position dealing with the public, you could do well because of your friendly personality, interest in people, and desire to please.
• When asked, you are able to give others good advice that you would probably not follow yourself, but must guard against being too opinionated in controversial matters.
• The physical weaknesses due to this name centre in the fluids of the body and the senses of the head, causing headaches, eye, teeth, or severe sinus conditions; also, kidney or bladder weaknesses.

As for the last point about the health issues, even that is right on track. (Except for my eyes.. so far those are ok.) But headaches have constantly been an issue as well as my kidneys. In fact, during my Carnie experience, in 2011, they were such an issue that I nearly died. I lost count how many times I ended up in the E.R. due to severe pain while on the road. It was horrible and I still feel really bad for my boss having to deal with it for as long as he did. (I would like to do the carnie thing again now that this issue is out of the way but.. I doubt certain individuals would be very receptive to the idea.)
Anyway.. so that's where I am. Trying not to go crazy and pondering if there is any truth in past life regressions.

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