Sleep has not been a friend of mine the past... few weeks. It has come to the point where I stay awake for nearly 3 days straight before I manage to crash. And when I finally do, it is only for a couple hours here and there. I know it's probably stress-related. There have been some major emotional adjustments I have had to make and some health ( Read more... )

Today.. well, no. I suppose at  this point in the morning that "Yesterday" would be a more truthful term. So we will go with that and I will start over.

Yesterday was my first "rock" concert. As in... ever. It was a day of bands which ended in Cake and The KillersAt first I was worried that my anxiety would kick in and ruin it. Between the fact it ( Read more... )

I should go to bed instead  of making a post but whatever ( Read more... )

Easter started off rather horrid ( Read more... )

At least, not for me.

I spent all day Friday at a tattoo parlor and not because I was getting a tattoo. Said parlor was having a girl from California guest spot so they wanted me to spend some time there while she was out here. She leaves tomorrow and had complained about her 13 hour train ride back. I laughed at her and said I loved taking the ( Read more... )

Fucking panic attacks are hitting me hard the past few days. So bad that I ended up missing work Monday AND Tuesday. Both days I went in. Monday the attacks hit me so hard that I was physically ill. I left before my shift even began. Yesterday I managed to make it 2 hours in.. but that was it. I went in the bathroom to splash water on my face and ( Read more... )

So, lately my voice has been giving me hassle. Finally today (after being on the receiving end of a chat with Father where he actually used caps, which is practically unheard of in any conversation I have had with Him) I begrudgingly take myself to the "Take Care" clinic at Walgreens. (At least I think that's what it is called.)  The reason I ( Read more... )

I called out sick today. This will be the third day I have had no voice. Well no, I guess I do have a voice. It's just squeaky and rough. I am doing my best not to talk at all. My throat fluctuates from being sore to not hurting as much to only hurting in one specific area. I'm hoping that a day of silence and hot tea will sooth it ( Read more... )

I don't even know how to start. This probably will be rather scattered. Much like my thoughts ( Read more... )

So.. chest scope revealed that my MIL has the viral form of pneumonia. At this rate it does not look like she will be coming home any time soon. An open-lung biopsy is going to be done next. I don't know when that is scheduled for. I'm thinking some time within the next few days.

Living with Ecamer during this has not been very easy. He has become ( Read more... )