I really need to start writing when I am laying in bed staring off into space unable to sleep because my brain wont shut up ( Read more... )

And so we begin 2013.

I have decided against any memes for this because in all honesty, I really do not feel like looking back. Looking back always brings me misery. I'd rather look forward because that gives me hope.

Sunday I finally got Take 2 of fixing my kitchen sink taken care of. It was a pain in the ass. But I also got to spend quality ( Read more... )

My sink.. is not fixed. Another sizable leak was found in another pipe and now there is little other choice than to rip out the wall surrounding the next pipe that needs replacing. I wish I lived in an area that had severe storms. Then I could just destroy my kitchen and have it look like an act of nature so that my home-owners insurance would pay ( Read more... )

Finally my library is presentable. I even managed to rip out this stupid shelf that drove me crazy. Now I just need to spackle and repaint. Or find some really cool wallpaper. But that part of the job I can hold off on. I'm just happy to have my library back again. Next weekend I am tackling my living room and dining room. I need to figure out a ( Read more... )

It's finally Halloween. My favorite holiday of the year, and yet.. I find that I do not enjoy it as much. In fact, I don't enjoy any holiday that much anymore. Halloween just happens to be one I now enjoy because it's the best time to shop for cool decor. I had kinda-sorta plans to go out... but my agoraphobia is kicking in and the thought of doing ( Read more... )

Fucking panic attacks are hitting me hard the past few days. So bad that I ended up missing work Monday AND Tuesday. Both days I went in. Monday the attacks hit me so hard that I was physically ill. I left before my shift even began. Yesterday I managed to make it 2 hours in.. but that was it. I went in the bathroom to splash water on my face and ( Read more... )

Sitting in the salon which has become my 2nd home. 3rd if you count how much time I spend at work. Is it sad that I seem to spend a plethora of time and money at a place because I need to feel like I am good company ( Read more... )

Bright morning sunlight...
Random corner of my house.
Thus a taste of my decor...

Maybe some day when I am bored enough, I will do a photo tour.

(I really need to put a plate on that socket.. >.< )


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Yep. Still Alive. (insert Portal song here ( Read more... )

This past Friday, I was hanging out with Vampy during his running of errands. Since our schedules no longer mesh well, we try to get a little daylight time together every 2 weeks. This is always on a payday, because that's the only day he will drag himself out of bed before noon. While we were at lunch, I offered him one of our freezers that we ( Read more... )