Walls are being built..
Finally my library is presentable. I even managed to rip out this stupid shelf that drove me crazy. Now I just need to spackle and repaint. Or find some really cool wallpaper. But that part of the job I can hold off on. I'm just happy to have my library back again. Next weekend I am tackling my living room and dining room. I need to figure out a way to rearrange things so that I like the flow. It's really hard to do when one wall is a huge window and sliding glass door. Maybe I will sketch out my options through the week and see what I can come up with.
Main thing is, I managed to achieve something today. I even got rid of more stuff. Old stuff. Stuff my grandmother forced on me out of guilt and to spite my mother. I was told to hang on to it for a bit. And I did. And I still want absolutely nothing to do with that part of my family. She hasn't spoken to me since my uncle's funeral so.. yeah. Some old lady will be happy to happen across the treasures at Goodwill.
My Inlaws are happy to see me so gun-ho about my cleaning.. I wonder if they would be as happy if they knew the real reason behind it all.
I am trying to arrange my work schedule to be all mornings and have all afternoons off. It's working so far with a couple of exceptions. This gives me much daylight time to deal with other things.
I think I am wearing myself out. Lack of sleep, anger and depression are taking their toll. Not to mention my constantly forgetting to eat. I know I am going to crash soon. I just hope it happens when no one is home and I have no obligations.
Main thing is, I managed to achieve something today. I even got rid of more stuff. Old stuff. Stuff my grandmother forced on me out of guilt and to spite my mother. I was told to hang on to it for a bit. And I did. And I still want absolutely nothing to do with that part of my family. She hasn't spoken to me since my uncle's funeral so.. yeah. Some old lady will be happy to happen across the treasures at Goodwill.
My Inlaws are happy to see me so gun-ho about my cleaning.. I wonder if they would be as happy if they knew the real reason behind it all.
I am trying to arrange my work schedule to be all mornings and have all afternoons off. It's working so far with a couple of exceptions. This gives me much daylight time to deal with other things.
I think I am wearing myself out. Lack of sleep, anger and depression are taking their toll. Not to mention my constantly forgetting to eat. I know I am going to crash soon. I just hope it happens when no one is home and I have no obligations.