I keep hearing things... It's sounds like a radio that is turned down way too low.
I should go to bed instead of making a post but whatever.
Sunday is going to be a packed photography day. Three different events I will be shooting at. It will be nice to get some new stuff up. This lull has had a negative affect on me. And while it did perk yesterday because 2 separate people contacted me about information for family pictures, the "perk" part of it didn't last long. I always get happy when people contact me. And then I come to the realization that they are flakes and that makes me a sad panda.
I have been a sad panda for nearly a month now.
But hopefully this Sunday will put me back into the swing of things. (That is if I do not go insane from lack of sleep by that point..)
Anywho.. I am giving serious thought about ceasing my arrangement with Skyy. Part of me says to "hang in there because even though it's not a lot of money. it's still money." And then the other part of me says "it's not worth it when you can't even get minimum wage". I don't know.. I will most likely keep pressing on in hopes that either I get discovered by someone who recognizes my talent and skill in this area and get offered something that's actually worth it.. Or the people who want there pictures done make it to Step 2. Which would include at the very least, a partial payment.
On the up-side, my ex-nail guy's 80's prom party is a week from Sunday. Worst case scenario, I make about $30-50 on top of him purchasing my studio lights, as well as obtaining a free studio green-screen that the venue owners have no use for. Best case scenario is that a bunch of people with money will want prints (hard copies) of themselves in their 80's prom attire under the balloon arch. But we will see.
Well.. I don't know what is going on but my body temperature the last few days seems to be really low. I am freezing almost all the time. So.. since it is almost 4am.. I am going to make an attempt for the 3rd say in a row to get some sleep. So far my score is 3.4 hours sleep to 72 hours waking time. I'm going to aim for 3 hours.. but I know I will most likely lie awake for 2.5 of them and then 5 minutes later my alarm will go off.
yay.
Sunday is going to be a packed photography day. Three different events I will be shooting at. It will be nice to get some new stuff up. This lull has had a negative affect on me. And while it did perk yesterday because 2 separate people contacted me about information for family pictures, the "perk" part of it didn't last long. I always get happy when people contact me. And then I come to the realization that they are flakes and that makes me a sad panda.
I have been a sad panda for nearly a month now.
But hopefully this Sunday will put me back into the swing of things. (That is if I do not go insane from lack of sleep by that point..)
Anywho.. I am giving serious thought about ceasing my arrangement with Skyy. Part of me says to "hang in there because even though it's not a lot of money. it's still money." And then the other part of me says "it's not worth it when you can't even get minimum wage". I don't know.. I will most likely keep pressing on in hopes that either I get discovered by someone who recognizes my talent and skill in this area and get offered something that's actually worth it.. Or the people who want there pictures done make it to Step 2. Which would include at the very least, a partial payment.
On the up-side, my ex-nail guy's 80's prom party is a week from Sunday. Worst case scenario, I make about $30-50 on top of him purchasing my studio lights, as well as obtaining a free studio green-screen that the venue owners have no use for. Best case scenario is that a bunch of people with money will want prints (hard copies) of themselves in their 80's prom attire under the balloon arch. But we will see.
Well.. I don't know what is going on but my body temperature the last few days seems to be really low. I am freezing almost all the time. So.. since it is almost 4am.. I am going to make an attempt for the 3rd say in a row to get some sleep. So far my score is 3.4 hours sleep to 72 hours waking time. I'm going to aim for 3 hours.. but I know I will most likely lie awake for 2.5 of them and then 5 minutes later my alarm will go off.
yay.