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There is a real post lurking beneath this one. It's waiting to come out.. maybe this will be the time.. I don't know.

I'm starting (just starting??) to feel the stress. My psych evaluation is tomorrow. I'm going to ask if I can record it. Just the audio. It is MINE after all. Ecamer says they wont let me, I asked him why and his reply was "it just ( Read more... )

I'm having a hard time keeping up with actually eating three small meals a day. When I was in the hospital, it was easy. I didn't have a choice. But now that I'm out, I find myself falling into the same routine of forgetting to eat. You would think that this would be a not-that-bad thing.. but it's quite the contrary. Not eating actually makes me ( Read more... )

Ever start an entry and just end up staring at the blankness, not having a clue as to where to begin?
That's pretty much where I'm at. And it's not even a censoring issue... it's just good old-fashioned 'I have no idea what to say at this point'.

I guess I can start with school and how irony is working it's way through my life once again. At least ( Read more... )

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As much as can be anyway. I've been in the hospital since Saturday night. Yanno.. meeting new people, seeing new sights, freezing my ass off due to high fever and writhing in pain that seemed no amount of valium, hydrocodone, or morphine could touch. Good times - these stupid kidney stones. >_>  I dont remember much except constantly complaining " ( Read more... )

Yay. My rich text is working again. No 404 Error. That was so lame..

Anyway...

Well a couple weeks ago I left to join the thrilling life of carnivals only to discover that my body hates me and end up back home again. (Three emergency rooms in one week tends to dissuade anyone from thinking they could actually work.) I admit that I probably wasn't the ( Read more... )

Good idea - taking anxiety medication when you are too stressed to sleep.
Bad idea - taking it in the middle of the day when you are expecting phone calls.

Yeah, the "Bad Idea" portion would be me a couple of days ago. My anxiety was through the roof. Everything, and I mean everything, was causing me to be stressed out to no end. This does not happen ( Read more... )

Things are good. No.. actually they are better then good. They are great ( Read more... )

*insert huge adorable eyes that make you go "Awwwwww"*
I'm taking lessons from Puss in Boots. *nod*

I feel like death. I can't get to the store. (Actually, truth of the matter is, I'm broke.)

So I need home remedies that have worked for you. ("Worked" being the operative word here.)

I have a ton of tea at my disposal. As well as alcohol, orange juice ( Read more... )