"Stress is nothing more than a socially acceptable form of mental illness”
I'm having a hard time keeping up with actually eating three small meals a day. When I was in the hospital, it was easy. I didn't have a choice. But now that I'm out, I find myself falling into the same routine of forgetting to eat. You would think that this would be a not-that-bad thing.. but it's quite the contrary. Not eating actually makes me gain weight. Go figure. It also has serious ramifications in combination with my other health issues. Bah!
Nothing much new to report. The fact that I'm posting is a good sign, I guess.
I'm a little stressed from my course this week, but only because I found I have to share my thesis statement on the group forum and be judged receive feedback from my classmates. I'm sure I will do fine. But only cause I am freaking out about it which in turn makes me work that much harder and be an over-achiever. (Gee.. where have I heard that word before?) I also have to leave feed back for two of my peers and in doing so, I have to make sure it's my very best writing ever. No stress there.. >_>
I got to see Kindergoth for a very short time yesterday. Long enough for a hug and a kiss and an announcement that she was going back to the inlaws. I'm not even going to go into how I feel about this whole ordeal. I'm home. She should be here. I should be enjoying time spent with her. It's depressing. That's all there is to it.
I know, I know... 'Get Better", "heal", "rest"..... it will eventually all fall into place.
*sigh* Well at least I will be here for her birthday... that was/is really important to her. The surgery(ies?) should be done and over with by then. I hope. They are going to try the lithotripsy first, but if that doesnt work than they are going to do a percutaneous stone removal where they go through my back. The instrument they use for that looks like some sort of mini mechanical thing you would see on a video game that has razor sharp teeth and crunches its way through the stone. Personally, I'm opting for the lazer. *pew pew*
Well I guess I should get started on my thesis statement, or try and clean more, or sleep. Sleep sounds really nice right now. Maybe just a couple hours. It's only 2:30ish after all.
Oh yes; and thanks to those who took the time to fill out my earlier poll. It was rather interesting in some cases and will help me later on.
Nothing much new to report. The fact that I'm posting is a good sign, I guess.
I'm a little stressed from my course this week, but only because I found I have to share my thesis statement on the group forum and be judged receive feedback from my classmates. I'm sure I will do fine. But only cause I am freaking out about it which in turn makes me work that much harder and be an over-achiever. (Gee.. where have I heard that word before?) I also have to leave feed back for two of my peers and in doing so, I have to make sure it's my very best writing ever. No stress there.. >_>
I got to see Kindergoth for a very short time yesterday. Long enough for a hug and a kiss and an announcement that she was going back to the inlaws. I'm not even going to go into how I feel about this whole ordeal. I'm home. She should be here. I should be enjoying time spent with her. It's depressing. That's all there is to it.
I know, I know... 'Get Better", "heal", "rest"..... it will eventually all fall into place.
*sigh* Well at least I will be here for her birthday... that was/is really important to her. The surgery(ies?) should be done and over with by then. I hope. They are going to try the lithotripsy first, but if that doesnt work than they are going to do a percutaneous stone removal where they go through my back. The instrument they use for that looks like some sort of mini mechanical thing you would see on a video game that has razor sharp teeth and crunches its way through the stone. Personally, I'm opting for the lazer. *pew pew*
Well I guess I should get started on my thesis statement, or try and clean more, or sleep. Sleep sounds really nice right now. Maybe just a couple hours. It's only 2:30ish after all.
Oh yes; and thanks to those who took the time to fill out my earlier poll. It was rather interesting in some cases and will help me later on.