That statement pretty much sums up the entirety of my current mental state. So I will skip to other things.

School: I got certificates in the mail from ITT for making the Highest Honors List in the winter quarter and the Honors List in the spring quarter. I'm guessing my grades in the spring were lacking due to being so incredibly sick for so long ( Read more... )

First of all.. I will catch up on reading. I have just been really busy trying to catch up with school and maintain a somewhat healthy social life ( Read more... )

So I have been meaning to update...

School: The courses I am taking now are extremely difficult for me. I am not sure if it is because of my health distractions or because "I'm just not getting it" but it is really annoying. The professors in all classes are very slow in grading so I am having a really difficult time in determining how well I am ( Read more... )

Professor took forever to grade last weeks paper, but hey! I got 100%
I would be happy with this... no what I mean to say is I AM happy with this.
But.....

Then he included this: "Very well done!!!! A wonderful organized and thoughout paper. Some work needed on APA citations and references, but nothing major."

But then he wouldn't tell me what was ( Read more... )

So the other day I was laying on my stomach on my bed studying and Ecamer came in the room and grabbed a handful of denim up off my butt. As in... the pants are big enough on me to make my butt look saggy in them. I just bought them like 2 months ago because I needed a smaller pair. Now it seems I need an even smaller pair then that ( Read more... )

*looks at icon*

*memorizes it*

*grumbles*

*looks at icon again and sighs*

There are times (like now) and days (like today) that I feel like giving up. I mean really giving up. I could list off a number of reasons but already I feel this post is too whiny.

I slept 90% of yesterday and again through most of the night and yet I still feel horrid.
Add to ( Read more... )

I was doing great. No pain. Building endurance, almost able to walk my dog ( Read more... )

So surgery went well. It was yesterday... i have to keep telling myself that because I have been so doped up that my brain wants to believe it was this morning. Anyway, good news is that they believe they got them all. I still have to go in for a CT and x-ray some time next week for them to be sure.

Not so good news... the shock waves pissed off my ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is going to be busy.

Early in the morning, I get to have a ton of tests done.. and after that, I am going to go to Kindergoth's school to raise some MAJOR hell.

Today my 6 year old daughter came home sobbing. Why? It was because one of her classmates was having a birthday party and while passing out cupcakes, he refused to give her one. ( Read more... )

Almost 5pm on Tuesday and they still haven't called to schedule my surgery. Guess who is going to be making the call to ask WTF tomorrow morning. I understand that these people are busy, that they have lives and people they need to tend to. But dammit, I want these fuckers blasted out of me. The pity party is done.. now I'm just getting pissed as ( Read more... )