That statement pretty much sums up the entirety of my current mental state. So I will skip to other things.
School: I got certificates in the mail from ITT for making the Highest Honors List in the winter quarter and the Honors List in the spring quarter. I'm guessing my grades in the spring were lacking due to being so incredibly sick for so long. So, no Highest Honors for spring, but still pretty damn good. (And yes, I framed them and hung them on my wall so I can look at them and be reminded that I am not an idiot no matter who others make me feel.)I'm curious as to what my over-all grade for the summer quarter will be after this week ends. I have somehow managed to catch up on everything I was behind on and only have an exam and another 8 page project due. After that, this politics class will be over. (I am sooo glad.) At this moment, my grade stands at a 94%. We will see how in changes by the middle of next week.
Health: I was pilfering through a box that had not been opened since we bought the house a couple years ago and found clothing items that had been hidden away because I was WAY too fat for them. I tried on a pair of jeans and found that I have dropped nearly 4 sizes. It feels odd. Actually losing weight. Especially since I am not really doing anything to encourage it. I can only imagine what it would be like if I was actually making an attempt to exercise more. Though I am sure my trips to hang with Vampy help. He does live on the third floor after all and it's not like there is an elevator. I'm not complaining though, other then the fact I don't know what size of clothes to buy because they keep getting too big for me. That's kind of a pain in the ass.
Memory: Ah the memory. It's coming back. I remember working for
octopus_garden now. Heh. I remember the reason I chose not to work for him because despite all the geek-worthy toys he bought me, it wasnt worth it. I even remembered how, while at the emergency room, he forced me to leave despite the fact they could have solved my health issues then and I would not have ended up in the hospital for a week here if they had. All because it was about 3am when the tests came back and he had "things to do" and would not leave me there. Yeah. I am remembering lots more. And it's coming back easily.
Job Search: I'm still searching. Nuff said.
Boots: I HAVE NEW BOOTS!! I love them! Especially the ones that kill my feet because it's been so long since I wore heels that I have forgotten how to walk in them. But I WILL master them. I will! Because they are just too cute not to be worn.(but a 3.5 inch heel.. wow) The other pair are more for walking around in and are really, really comfortable. I love my zippery boots but they are such a pain to wear all the time so getting this new pair is a dream.
And thats all the excitement I have for now. Clicky the cut for boot love.