I had a good time today. Went to Michelle's family's BBQ and spent a long time in the pool with her and Kurt. Good food, Michelle's family is nice enough.

Down side - I got a wicked sunburn. Ow. Seriously. I've avoided sunburns for soooo long and then today I didn't keep enough thought on sunscreen.

I'm pretty in pain right now. Hot. I hate that hot ( Read more... )

I'm not eating enough.

Today I've had an iced coffee, steamed soy milk, a croissant and some juice.

Yesterday it was two cups of coffee, 1/4 of a muffin, a small bowl of chicken broth and a glass of wine. And I walked about two miles yesterday and danced for two hours.

I'm not hungry, which is the distressing part.

This is where almost everyone I know ( Read more... )

Drinking cheap wine and eating ramen in the middle of the night.

Somehow...

When I was younger this seemed demoralizing somehow. As if I was failing at adulthood.

Now, it feels like some sort of life-affirming experience. I'm trying to live for myself now.

Going to need to get one of those baby fridges and a microwave when I move.

I totally just found a line of "heat in pouch, pour in bowl" food that doesn't suck, at Whole Foods. The less work the better - and this stuff doesn't even need to be FROZEN! It stores right on the shelf!

Feeling a lot better now - I think maybe it was (fairly severe) dehydration - I loaded up on the fluids today, including the most delicious, nutritious chicken broth ever, besides the kind my mom makes.

Now I'm relaxing and watching "Black Holes: The Other Side of Infinity" before I go to sleep.

Less painful this morning - my stomach still hurts but at least the body achiness is gone.

I'm hungry, that's probably a good sign?

Oh, and by the way, my stomach REALLY hurts right now.

I think it's from eating nothing but a cinnamon roll for dinner... I'm contemplating driving up to the 24-hour grocery and picking up something to eat that ISN'T completely gross and unhealthy.

I'm really tired, but I could also use some healthy food.

Meh.

Pizza, then bed.

When I come home and eat something, I always feel like it's some sort of unnecesary midnight snack - even though it's usually the only "real" meal I have during the day.

Up in 5 hours, sigh. Time to do this thing - if I could learn to play Halo 2 on "Legendary," I can learn to do this.

Still not feeling 100% - I hate it when I feel "sort of" sick. Just sick enough to not go anywhere or do anything, but NOT sick enough to not WANT to go places and do stuff. My side hurt like hell all day long but as far as I know there's nothing wrong. I've had a couple friends tell me it's happened to them and was nothing, just one of those ( Read more... )

Today at work was fucking dead. Who the hell comes in to school on a weekend when there's no school for a week starting that weekend? Anyway... I saw ONE student the ENTIRE TIME I WAS AT WORK today ( Read more... )