I'll be honest - sometimes I really don't know what to write here anymore.  I feel that so many years of expressing my angst, struggles, triumphs and defeats in San Francisco both empowered and deflated me in terms of expressing myself about my life ( Read more... )

I'm going to see one of my old favorite bands tonight, Garbage. My fourteen year old self is so excited - my 30 year old self is subdued but stoked, in a smart but sexy outfit only belying my rockin root with a dirty pair of knew high doc martens.

I remember being 15, seeing this band play at Key Arena, cementing my love of the alternative, the ( Read more... )

We have started attending Ian's weekly Star Trek viewing parties. They are a lot of fun - getting together, watching Star Trek, socializing with new and old friends, drinking games. I really feel stuff like this is helping me feel re-welcomed back to my old friend circle, and meeting new friends... And more importantly, helping Patrick build ( Read more... )

Went all over trying to get my WA Driver's License today and was wholly ineffective.

I still don't feel like I belong here and keep thinking I'm going back to San Francisco after this visit is over - and then I remember I'm not visiting.

I hope I didn't make a wrong decision but I constantly second guess myself.

I miss my friends.

Currently driving down to Nevada in a former church shuttle bus (a short bus, of course) with Patrick and two friends to spend two weeks in the desert. See you all on the flip side, two weeks from now.


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After being sort of mind-twistingly sick - which I did not post here as I did when I had influenza/pneumonia in 2008 because... well... I didn't think to.... I feel that there is a light at the end of the tunnel ( Read more... )

Went with James to see our friend Michelle play guitar with her band tonight at the Cat Club. It was pretty fun ( Read more... )

I admit that I don't cook, really ( Read more... )