Restless Heart Syndrome Ch 17/?
Fic title: Restless Heart Syndrome
Genre: SPN Het
Pairing: Sam/ OFC, Dean/OFC (Lexi, played by Eliza Dushku)
Rating: M
Warnings/Spoilers: None
Summary: New town, new school for Sam. It's his fifth high school in three years but John promises it's going to be Sam' s last one. Dean and Sam settle into their new routine and enjoy being normal. A few months after school starts Sam meets Lexi. He could tell she was trouble the moment he laid eyes on her but it's the kind of trouble he's always wanted. Dean feels the same way about the new waitress at the diner.
*This is a prequel to Under Your Skin and Wayward Son.*
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16
Chapter 17: Midnight Lullaby
*Disclaimer: Any recognizable characters belong to Kripke. It's his sandbox, I'm just playing with his characters.* This is a prequel to Under Your Skin and Wayward Son.
“Dream of West Virginia, or of the British Isles. 'Cause when you are dreaming, you see for miles and miles. When you are much older, remember when we sat. At midnight on the windowsill, and had this little chat. And dream, come on and dream, come on and dream, and dream, and dream...”
After thanksgiving the year flew by and before Dean knew it, it was May 27th. It was his and Lexi's one year anniversary. He never thought he'd be in a relationship let alone make it to one year. He was happy though, really happy. He couldn't believe how fast the past year with her went by but Dean knew it wasn't going to last much longer. Lexi was graduating in two weeks which left them two more months if they were lucky enough for John to agree to stay in Ashland for the summer. Once August came around it wouldn't matter anyway because Lexi's going down to New Orleans for college and Dean's going where ever John tells him to. But Dean doesn't want to think about that tonight. Tonight he just wants to live in the present and not think about having to say goodbye to her. He wanted tonight to be special.
He shows up at her house at four o' clock holding a bouquet of purple roses despite the woman at the florist telling him red roses were the way to go. He politely told the woman red roses wouldn't work because his girlfriend hated them and her favorite color was purple anyway. 'She's gonna love 'em.' Dean tells himself while he takes a deep breath and rings the door bell.
His breath hitches when Lexi opens the front door. She looks amazing. Her long brown hair was down, her soft curls brushing past her shoulders and down her back. The white eyelet summer dress she was wearing made her tanned skin look like warm caramel and hugged her luscious curves stopping at mid thigh to give Dean a nice view of her toned legs. He wanted to reach out and brush his fingertips along her shoulder but instead he licked his bottom lip and held the bouquet out to her as he told himself to breathe. “These are for you.”
Lexi takes the flowers from Dean and peers up at him through her lashes, “They're beautiful. Thank you.”
“Not as beautiful as you.” Dean felt the heat rush to his cheeks immediately after the words left his mouth. He ducks his head out of embarrassment whispering,“Shit. That sounded so lame.”
Lexi looks up at Dean before standing on her toes to kiss him. She pulls away smiling and says, “You know you don't have to use your cheesy pick up lines on me anymore, right? It's pretty much a guarantee that you're getting laid tonight.”
Dean laughs before turning serious. “I mean it tho. Lex, you look beautiful.”
An hour later, Dean found himself with Lexi at their spot at the lake sitting on the hood of the Impala. It was a warm, clear night and Dean can't stop thinking about how Lexi will be leaving for New Orleans in a few months time to start college. She had asked him months ago to go down there with her when she got her acceptance letter. At the time he had told her that he couldn't. He told himself that he could say goodbye and move on without her in his life. Now though, he can't picture his life without her. Dean knows it's not going to be easy to break away from his dad but he wants to try to have his own life. He's ready for a fresh start.
“Lex,” Dean said quietly while rubbing the back of his neck, “can I tell you something?”
“Of course.”
“You can't tell Sammy though. He has no idea about this.”
“I won't tell him, I swear..."
Dean looks up to meet Lexi's eyes and nods. He's never told anyone what he's about to tell her but he feels that he has to tell her. He wants her to know all his secrets even the one about how he dreams about living an apple pie life. Dean laces his fingers through hers and takes a deep breath. It's now or never.
“Well, you know how we grew up after my mom died. We moved around a lot, didn't get to be normal kids. When I was sixteen I got to be normal for two months as a punishment. See, my dad left to go on a hunt and I lost the food money he left for me and Sammy in a card game. It wasn't like I was gambling just to gamble. We were running low on cash so I was trying to make some more to hold us over. I lost all of it. I knew Sammy would get hungry so I tried taking the five-finger discount at the local market and got busted. They sent me to a boys' home. My dad found me pretty quick and left my ass there. He told Sammy I got lost on a hunt.”
“That's horrible but why are you telling me this now?”
“Cuz I want you to know I lived normal once. I got good grades, had some friends, was on the wrestling team. I wanted to be a mechanic but this life, hunting, it's all I knew. I liked being normal Lex and if it wasn't for Sammy I would've stayed. Now Sammy's thinking about leaving. He told me he wants to go to college. He hasn't told dad yet though. It got me thinking. Ya know like what do I want? I come up with the same answer every single time.”
“Dean,” Lexi gives his hand a slight squeeze encouraging him to continue. “what do you want?”
“It's real simple. I want you, Lexi. I wanna be with you. I don't wanna go back on the road and live in cheap motels.” Dean stares down at their entwined hands and mumbles, “I wanna go down to New Orleans with you. I mean if that offer's still on the table...”
“Of course it is! I want you to go down there with me. I already put a deposit on an apartment in the Quarter. You'll love it. It's furnished so, I mean, all you gotta do is pack a bag.”
“Yeah? You sure, Lex?”
“Dean, I wouldn't have asked you to come with me if I didn't mean it.”
“Ok, good. I um just gotta stay with my dad a couple of weeks and then I'll meet you down there.”
“OH!” Lexi smiled at him and reaches for her purse, “I almost forgot I got you something.”
“Really? C'mon, Lex, we agreed no gifts.”
She smirks while she takes a package wrapped in plain brown paper out of her bag and holds it out to Dean. “Go on open it. It's not much but...”
Dean smiles slightly shaking the gift before he begins to unwrap it. He runs his hand over the brown leather cover and genuinely smiles, dimples and all. “This is awesome, Lex. Thanks.”
“You're welcome. I remembered you telling me that hunters keep journals and you hadn't started one of your own yet. Well, now you can.”
He leaned forward pressing his lips gently to hers before pulling away and digging in his pocket for the little box he had placed there. Lexi's eyes widened in surprise which causes Dean to chuckle. “Ah, don't get your hopes up babe, it ain't a ring.”
“I wasn't hoping for a....” she stammered while her cheeks flushed pink.
“Lex, I'm just teasing.” Dean smiles while giving her arm a nudge. “Go on open it.”
She opened the box then lifted out a green heart shaped stone on a silver chain. Her eyes go wide and for a moment she's rendered speechless. After a beat she stares up at him with big green eyes, “Oh Dean...”
“Is that a bad 'Oh Dean.' or a good 'Oh Dean.'?”
“It's a good 'Oh Dean.', a very good 'Oh Dean.'.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. What kinda stone is this?” She asks turning the necklace over in her hand.
“Malachite. The color reminded me of your eyes...”
“I love it.” Lexi whispered before pressing a quick kiss to Dean's lips. “Thank you.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. Let me show you how much.”
Lexi smirks at Dean then slides off the car. Dean quirks an eyebrow at her in surprise while she undoes his jeans and shimmies his boxer briefs off. She's on her knees now dragging her tongue over the head of his cock while Dean closes his eyes. He braces one hand on the hood of the Impala and the other slides into her hair. Lexi dips her head down, tongue darting out to lick the under side of his cock. He bites down on his bottom lip stifling a groan as she runs her tongue from base to tip.
She drags her tongue across the tip lapping up the precum that's already pooling there before taking him into her mouth. Her head bobs up and down while working him in inch by inch until he hits the back of her throat. Lexi relaxes her throat and swallows. Her muscles tense and contract around Dean causing him to open his eyes. He looks down at her and says, “Lex, baby, stop.”
She pulls off his cock and stares up at him not bothering to hide her confusion. “I thought you liked...”
“Oh, trust me Lexi, I do but right now I wanna do other things with you.” Dean gestures at her to join him on the hood of the car still trying to catch his breath, “C'mere baby girl.”
Lexi gets to her feet slowly but Dean reaches out grabbing her hand to pull her closer. She places her knees on either side of his thighs straddling his lap. He smiles gripping her hips and pulls her down on to his lap, “Hmm this is much better.”
Lexi leans against the side of the Impala with her hands resting on the hood as she tried to catch her breath. Dean is standing behind her, jeans pooled around his ankles, with one arm around her waist, the other braced against the car's hood. He's still breathing hard himself as he places kisses and little bites along the back of her neck and shoulders. “I can't believe we just did that.” She whispers more to herself than to him, “You bent me over the hood of your car and fucked me out in the open. Anyone could've...”
Dean chuckles, places one last kiss behind her ear then steps back to pull up his jeans, “I've been wanting to do that with you for a long time now. Besides ain't like there's anyone else out here, it's just us.”
Lexi turns to look at him once she fixes her dress and presses a soft kiss to his lips. “As fun as this was let's go get a room for tonight.”
“A room, uh? Why?”
“Ya know there's laws about lewd acts in public and if I'm gonna be in handcuffs tonight I'd rather it involve me being handcuffed to a bed or you could be handcuffed and I can ride you at a gallop...”
Dean stares down at Lexi and blinks. It takes a moment for his brain to register what she just said. He swallows thickly and asks, “Handcuffs? You want to try handcuffs...”
“Hmm hmmm.”
“Why didn't you say that in the first place?” Dean asks while he picks Lexi up and places her on the hood of the Impala. He leans forward and kisses her nice and slow before pulling away. “We gotta stop to pick a pair up.”
“I already have a pair in my purse.”
“Well, aren't you prepared.” Dean can't help the shit eating grin that's on his face as he pictures using those cuffs. He wags his eyebrows at Lexi and smirks, “Let's go find us a room.”
Genre: SPN Het
Pairing: Sam/ OFC, Dean/OFC (Lexi, played by Eliza Dushku)
Rating: M
Warnings/Spoilers: None
Summary: New town, new school for Sam. It's his fifth high school in three years but John promises it's going to be Sam' s last one. Dean and Sam settle into their new routine and enjoy being normal. A few months after school starts Sam meets Lexi. He could tell she was trouble the moment he laid eyes on her but it's the kind of trouble he's always wanted. Dean feels the same way about the new waitress at the diner.
*This is a prequel to Under Your Skin and Wayward Son.*
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16
Chapter 17: Midnight Lullaby
*Disclaimer: Any recognizable characters belong to Kripke. It's his sandbox, I'm just playing with his characters.* This is a prequel to Under Your Skin and Wayward Son.
“Dream of West Virginia, or of the British Isles. 'Cause when you are dreaming, you see for miles and miles. When you are much older, remember when we sat. At midnight on the windowsill, and had this little chat. And dream, come on and dream, come on and dream, and dream, and dream...”
After thanksgiving the year flew by and before Dean knew it, it was May 27th. It was his and Lexi's one year anniversary. He never thought he'd be in a relationship let alone make it to one year. He was happy though, really happy. He couldn't believe how fast the past year with her went by but Dean knew it wasn't going to last much longer. Lexi was graduating in two weeks which left them two more months if they were lucky enough for John to agree to stay in Ashland for the summer. Once August came around it wouldn't matter anyway because Lexi's going down to New Orleans for college and Dean's going where ever John tells him to. But Dean doesn't want to think about that tonight. Tonight he just wants to live in the present and not think about having to say goodbye to her. He wanted tonight to be special.
He shows up at her house at four o' clock holding a bouquet of purple roses despite the woman at the florist telling him red roses were the way to go. He politely told the woman red roses wouldn't work because his girlfriend hated them and her favorite color was purple anyway. 'She's gonna love 'em.' Dean tells himself while he takes a deep breath and rings the door bell.
His breath hitches when Lexi opens the front door. She looks amazing. Her long brown hair was down, her soft curls brushing past her shoulders and down her back. The white eyelet summer dress she was wearing made her tanned skin look like warm caramel and hugged her luscious curves stopping at mid thigh to give Dean a nice view of her toned legs. He wanted to reach out and brush his fingertips along her shoulder but instead he licked his bottom lip and held the bouquet out to her as he told himself to breathe. “These are for you.”
Lexi takes the flowers from Dean and peers up at him through her lashes, “They're beautiful. Thank you.”
“Not as beautiful as you.” Dean felt the heat rush to his cheeks immediately after the words left his mouth. He ducks his head out of embarrassment whispering,“Shit. That sounded so lame.”
Lexi looks up at Dean before standing on her toes to kiss him. She pulls away smiling and says, “You know you don't have to use your cheesy pick up lines on me anymore, right? It's pretty much a guarantee that you're getting laid tonight.”
Dean laughs before turning serious. “I mean it tho. Lex, you look beautiful.”
An hour later, Dean found himself with Lexi at their spot at the lake sitting on the hood of the Impala. It was a warm, clear night and Dean can't stop thinking about how Lexi will be leaving for New Orleans in a few months time to start college. She had asked him months ago to go down there with her when she got her acceptance letter. At the time he had told her that he couldn't. He told himself that he could say goodbye and move on without her in his life. Now though, he can't picture his life without her. Dean knows it's not going to be easy to break away from his dad but he wants to try to have his own life. He's ready for a fresh start.
“Lex,” Dean said quietly while rubbing the back of his neck, “can I tell you something?”
“Of course.”
“You can't tell Sammy though. He has no idea about this.”
“I won't tell him, I swear..."
Dean looks up to meet Lexi's eyes and nods. He's never told anyone what he's about to tell her but he feels that he has to tell her. He wants her to know all his secrets even the one about how he dreams about living an apple pie life. Dean laces his fingers through hers and takes a deep breath. It's now or never.
“Well, you know how we grew up after my mom died. We moved around a lot, didn't get to be normal kids. When I was sixteen I got to be normal for two months as a punishment. See, my dad left to go on a hunt and I lost the food money he left for me and Sammy in a card game. It wasn't like I was gambling just to gamble. We were running low on cash so I was trying to make some more to hold us over. I lost all of it. I knew Sammy would get hungry so I tried taking the five-finger discount at the local market and got busted. They sent me to a boys' home. My dad found me pretty quick and left my ass there. He told Sammy I got lost on a hunt.”
“That's horrible but why are you telling me this now?”
“Cuz I want you to know I lived normal once. I got good grades, had some friends, was on the wrestling team. I wanted to be a mechanic but this life, hunting, it's all I knew. I liked being normal Lex and if it wasn't for Sammy I would've stayed. Now Sammy's thinking about leaving. He told me he wants to go to college. He hasn't told dad yet though. It got me thinking. Ya know like what do I want? I come up with the same answer every single time.”
“Dean,” Lexi gives his hand a slight squeeze encouraging him to continue. “what do you want?”
“It's real simple. I want you, Lexi. I wanna be with you. I don't wanna go back on the road and live in cheap motels.” Dean stares down at their entwined hands and mumbles, “I wanna go down to New Orleans with you. I mean if that offer's still on the table...”
“Of course it is! I want you to go down there with me. I already put a deposit on an apartment in the Quarter. You'll love it. It's furnished so, I mean, all you gotta do is pack a bag.”
“Yeah? You sure, Lex?”
“Dean, I wouldn't have asked you to come with me if I didn't mean it.”
“Ok, good. I um just gotta stay with my dad a couple of weeks and then I'll meet you down there.”
“OH!” Lexi smiled at him and reaches for her purse, “I almost forgot I got you something.”
“Really? C'mon, Lex, we agreed no gifts.”
She smirks while she takes a package wrapped in plain brown paper out of her bag and holds it out to Dean. “Go on open it. It's not much but...”
Dean smiles slightly shaking the gift before he begins to unwrap it. He runs his hand over the brown leather cover and genuinely smiles, dimples and all. “This is awesome, Lex. Thanks.”
“You're welcome. I remembered you telling me that hunters keep journals and you hadn't started one of your own yet. Well, now you can.”
He leaned forward pressing his lips gently to hers before pulling away and digging in his pocket for the little box he had placed there. Lexi's eyes widened in surprise which causes Dean to chuckle. “Ah, don't get your hopes up babe, it ain't a ring.”
“I wasn't hoping for a....” she stammered while her cheeks flushed pink.
“Lex, I'm just teasing.” Dean smiles while giving her arm a nudge. “Go on open it.”
She opened the box then lifted out a green heart shaped stone on a silver chain. Her eyes go wide and for a moment she's rendered speechless. After a beat she stares up at him with big green eyes, “Oh Dean...”
“Is that a bad 'Oh Dean.' or a good 'Oh Dean.'?”
“It's a good 'Oh Dean.', a very good 'Oh Dean.'.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. What kinda stone is this?” She asks turning the necklace over in her hand.
“Malachite. The color reminded me of your eyes...”
“I love it.” Lexi whispered before pressing a quick kiss to Dean's lips. “Thank you.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. Let me show you how much.”
Lexi smirks at Dean then slides off the car. Dean quirks an eyebrow at her in surprise while she undoes his jeans and shimmies his boxer briefs off. She's on her knees now dragging her tongue over the head of his cock while Dean closes his eyes. He braces one hand on the hood of the Impala and the other slides into her hair. Lexi dips her head down, tongue darting out to lick the under side of his cock. He bites down on his bottom lip stifling a groan as she runs her tongue from base to tip.
She drags her tongue across the tip lapping up the precum that's already pooling there before taking him into her mouth. Her head bobs up and down while working him in inch by inch until he hits the back of her throat. Lexi relaxes her throat and swallows. Her muscles tense and contract around Dean causing him to open his eyes. He looks down at her and says, “Lex, baby, stop.”
She pulls off his cock and stares up at him not bothering to hide her confusion. “I thought you liked...”
“Oh, trust me Lexi, I do but right now I wanna do other things with you.” Dean gestures at her to join him on the hood of the car still trying to catch his breath, “C'mere baby girl.”
Lexi gets to her feet slowly but Dean reaches out grabbing her hand to pull her closer. She places her knees on either side of his thighs straddling his lap. He smiles gripping her hips and pulls her down on to his lap, “Hmm this is much better.”
Lexi leans against the side of the Impala with her hands resting on the hood as she tried to catch her breath. Dean is standing behind her, jeans pooled around his ankles, with one arm around her waist, the other braced against the car's hood. He's still breathing hard himself as he places kisses and little bites along the back of her neck and shoulders. “I can't believe we just did that.” She whispers more to herself than to him, “You bent me over the hood of your car and fucked me out in the open. Anyone could've...”
Dean chuckles, places one last kiss behind her ear then steps back to pull up his jeans, “I've been wanting to do that with you for a long time now. Besides ain't like there's anyone else out here, it's just us.”
Lexi turns to look at him once she fixes her dress and presses a soft kiss to his lips. “As fun as this was let's go get a room for tonight.”
“A room, uh? Why?”
“Ya know there's laws about lewd acts in public and if I'm gonna be in handcuffs tonight I'd rather it involve me being handcuffed to a bed or you could be handcuffed and I can ride you at a gallop...”
Dean stares down at Lexi and blinks. It takes a moment for his brain to register what she just said. He swallows thickly and asks, “Handcuffs? You want to try handcuffs...”
“Hmm hmmm.”
“Why didn't you say that in the first place?” Dean asks while he picks Lexi up and places her on the hood of the Impala. He leans forward and kisses her nice and slow before pulling away. “We gotta stop to pick a pair up.”
“I already have a pair in my purse.”
“Well, aren't you prepared.” Dean can't help the shit eating grin that's on his face as he pictures using those cuffs. He wags his eyebrows at Lexi and smirks, “Let's go find us a room.”