Fic title: Restless Heart Syndrome
Genre: SPN Het
Pairing: Sam/ OFC, Dean/OFC (Lexi, played by Eliza Dushku)
Rating: M
Warnings/Spoilers: None
Summary: New town, new school for Sam. It's his fifth high school in three years but John promises it's going to be Sam' s last one. Dean and Sam settle into their new routine and enjoy being normal. A few months after school starts Sam meets Lexi. He could tell she was trouble the moment he laid eyes on her but it's the kind of trouble he's always wanted. Dean feels the same way about the new waitress at the diner.
*This is a prequel to Under Your Skin and Wayward Son.*
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 *Disclaimer: Any recognizable characters belong to kripke. It's his sandbox, I'm just playing with his characters.* This is a prequel to Under Your Skin and Wayward Son.
Chapter 7: Only of You
“I wish I could tell you but the words would come out wrong. Oh, if you only knew the way I felt for so long.”
Sunday
May 28, 2000
Dean couldn't help the shit eating grin on his face as he walked into the diner. He couldn't wait to see Lexi again even though he last saw her only a few hours ago. He had a good time with Lexi last night despite the fact that it didn't end with him getting laid. He was sort of glad they didn't sleep together. For the first time in as long as Dean could remember, he wanted to be normal. He wanted to date Lexi, let things happen naturally, at their own pace. If that meant they didn't have sex right away, he was more than okay with that. He was fine with them taking it slow. There really was no rush. He was going to be in this town for another year and he couldn't think of a better way he wanted to spend his time than with her. The only thing that could stop that from happening was his father.
Dean kept hearing his father's voice in his head telling him he couldn't afford attachments and that he couldn't get close to people. For once, he didn't want to obey his father's rules. He wanted to break every one of them for her including the number one rule. He wanted to tell Lexi the big family secret. He wanted to tell her everything, lay his sins and soul bare before her and let the chips fall where they may. Dean had a feeling deep in his bones that she wouldn't think he was totally insane. He wasn't going to tell her though. He couldn't. Dean had to keep the family secret but he wasn't going to back down from seeing Lexi. He wanted to see, he needed to see, where this thing with her was going to go. He'd deal with his father when he got back
Dean made his way down to his spot at the end of the counter smiling at Lexi as she poured him a cup of coffee. “Hey, Lex.”
“Hey.” she whispered blushing, “About last night.....I'm......”
“Ah don't do that. There's nothing for you to be apologizing for. You had a little too much to drink. No big deal, nothing I haven't done before.” Dean placed his hand on top of hers giving it a squeeze, “I had a good time. I'd like to take you out again. Whatta say, uh? Saturday night, me, you and a bucket of popcorn with extra butter. Madison's having a horror film festival.....we could take a drive down there or we can just catch a movie and dinner here in town.”
“Yeah, I'd like that.” Lexi grinned at Dean then leaned across the counter to give him a quick kiss. “The horror film festival sounds like fun.”
“It's a date then.”
Lexi walked into the kitchen to hand in Dean's order humming to herself. Meredith watched her with a raised eyebrow while Lexi called out Dean's order and handed a copy of the ticket to the cook. “What's going on with you and Dean? I saw you kiss him just now.”
“We went out last night.” Lexi stated casually.
“So,” Meredith crossed her arms over her chest as she looked Lexi up and down, “he finally took you to his backseat, uh?”
“No. He took me out on a date.”
“Date? Dean Winchester took you out on a real date?”
“Yeah, ya know, DATE. As in he took me out and bought me drinks and food. We're going out again on Saturday.”
“Did you fuck him?”
“No.”
“Uh. Guess that's why he's taking you out again since you didn't put out.”
Lexi raised her eyebrow and turned to Rachel after Meredith stalked out of the kitchen. “What was that all about?”
Rachel lowered her voice so the other waitresses couldn't hear their conversation. “She's just jealous. You do know that she's hooked up with Dean a few times right, Lexi?”
“Yeah but Dean said that's all it was.”
“And it was that's why she's jealous. Listen Lexi don't set your expectations high with him. Dean's a nice guy and all that but he's a player. I've never seen him work so hard to get a girl before but.....”
“What are you saying Rachel?”
“I'm saying don't let him suck you in, be careful. Guys like him are usually all about get some and get gone.”
May 29, 2000
Sam slipped in and out of classes that morning trying his best to remain invisible. He didn't participate in class discussions. He didn't acknowledge anyone, especially Lexi. He didn't want to talk to her or hear her side of the story. Sam knew he was partly to blame since he never made it clear that he wanted to date her but he didn't care. She humiliated him in front of the whole Junior Class by taking off with his brother. So, rather than face up to what had happened he was going to pretend that Lexi Brennan did not exist. His plan was working well up to fifth period lunch when Lexi stalked up to him at his locker and demanded he talk to her. “I have nothing to say to you, Lexi.”
“Oh Sam, that's real mature.”
“You took off with my brother!” Sam yelled causing all the other students to stop and stare at the two of them. “Every one saw you, MY date, leave with him!”
“I didn't know he was your brother. I didn't know Dean's last name until after I left with him.”
“Oh THAT just makes it SO much better Lexi!” Sam snapped.
“Screw you Sam! You can be pissed at me all you want but neither of you said you had a brother. And when you asked me I said 'AS FRIENDS.' If you wanted it to be a real date you should've said something. If you don't want to be my friend anymore that's fine. It just means you're like every other guy that's only wanted in my pants.”
“You think Dean's DIFFERENT?” Sam huffed as he stared down at Lexi in disbelief.
“Maybe he is, maybe he isn't. I do know one thing though, at least he had the balls to ask me out.”
A Few Hours Later
Sam slammed the front door of the apartment when he came home and stomped straight to the room he shared with Dean. He hated his brother so much at the moment that he couldn't even look at him. Okay, maybe he didn't really hate Dean. The truth was Sam was jealous. Jealous of the fact that Dean could have any chick that he wanted. Jealous that his older brother could talk to a girl without making a complete fool of himself. So, why did he want a high school girl? It wasn't fair. His older brother ALWAYS got the girl but this? This was too much for Sam to deal with. Now he was going to be forced to see them together all the time. The thought made him sick to his stomach.
Sam sighed as he sat down on his bed. Maybe he would get lucky and Dean will get bored with Lexi after a couple of weeks. Sam knew deep down that wasn't going to happen. For the first time that Sam could remember, his older brother liked a girl. It was obvious to him. Sam knew his older brother like he knew himself. He had watched and studied Dean his whole life. This thing with Lexi was different for Dean. Different enough for him to take her out on actual dates. As much as Sam wanted to stay pissed at Dean, he knew he couldn't. He's never seen his older brother smile so much. Even though it still burned that Dean swiped Lexi from under his nose, Sam was going to try to let it go.
Dean knocked lightly on the bedroom door before opening it. He took a step inside and leaned against the wall facing his brother. He scratched the back of his head and then looked at his brother, “Sammy, listen about Lexi....I had no idea she was the girl you were taking to prom.....”
“Dean....”
“Lemme finish Sammy. Do you really think I would give you advice on how to ask her out, give you money to get prom tickets, pay for your tux, or her corsage if I knew we were both chasing the same girl? Do you think I'd do something that fucked up?” Dean said softly not bothering to hide the hurt in his eyes or voice.
“No, Dean I don't.”
“Good. Now that that's settled I got something to say. You can be pissed at me all you want Sammy but I'm not gonna stop seeing her. I'd do anything for you Sammy but I can't stop seeing her for you.”
“Dean, I wasn't gonna ask you to. Yeah I'm pissed but you're my brother and I want you....”
“Sammy,” Dean said holding up his hand in warning, “no chick flick moments.”
“Fine. No chick flick moments......Jerk.”
“Bitch.”
Saturday
June 3, 2000
Dean pulled up in front of the Brennan house and honked the horn twice. He knew he should probably go and ring the bell but Dean thought it would be better if he avoided Lexi's father for the time being. It didn't matter though since Lexi came out the door a few seconds later. She slid into the passenger seat smiling at Dean. She looked beautiful. Her long brown hair pulled back off her face, the white eyelet summer dress she was wearing made her tanned skin look like warm caramel. The dress clung to her soft curves stopping at her mid thigh giving Dean a nice view of her toned legs. He stared at her licking his bottom lip and reminding himself to breathe. “Wow, Lex, you look beautiful.”
She worried her bottom lip between her teeth while she looked up at him through her lashes, “Thanks. Um, how mad would you be if I said I can't go to the horror movie festival today?”
“I wouldn't be mad but why can't you go?”
“Cuz my dad's on the war path and if I'm not back by curfew.....”
“It's fine, Lex. We can do something 'round here. Whatta wanna do?”
“Well, there's a drive in the next town over. I thought we could catch the double feature and you can stop for some beer.......”
“Drive in, uh?” Dean smirked as he leaned in close to her, “I don't think you really wanna see a movie. I think you just wanna make out with me.”
“Maybe I do.....”
“Ok, drive in it is then but lets get some dinner first.”
For their second date things were going perfectly. It didn't feel like a second date to Dean. It wasn't awkward. It was comfortable and familiar like they've done this countless times before. They had decided on Chinese for dinner and were eating off the other's plate like an old married couple. Lexi leaned across the table her chopsticks hovering near Dean's mouth offering him a bite of her Kung Pao Chicken while looking at him through her lashes. If she kept smiling at him like that.....well, they weren't going to make it to the drive in. Dean leaned back in his chair smiling at Lexi once he polished the last bites of food off both their plates. He reached across the table for her hand and began rubbing small circles into her palm. “So, you ready to go make out now?”
She licked her bottom lip blushing slightly, “We're going to the drive in to see some movies not to make out.”
“Oh, really? See, in my experience, you take a chick to the drive in to get some play not to watch the movies.” Dean leaned across the table his eyes gleaming with mischief, “I think you, Lexi Brennan, want to get me alone and have your wicked way with me.”
Lexi quirked an eyebrow at Dean before she burst out laughing. “Exactly. I wanna get you alone in that Impala of yours and molest you. Damn it, Dean, you figured out my master plan.”
Dean chuckled as he released her hand to take his wallet out. He placed a few bills on top of the check, then turned to Lexi, “Let's get outta here, get some beers and then head to the drive in so you can molest me.”
Lexi tilted her head to the side pretending to contemplate Dean's offer than smirked at him, “Sounds like a plan to me.”
The Impala was hot and sticky, their breathing fogging up the windows. Sometime during the first movie they had made the move to the backseat. Dean was on top of her in a blink of an eye. Their bodies melded together, her legs locking around his waist drawing him even closer. Dean's hands slid into her hair as he brought his lips down onto hers in a hard kiss. He pulled away, his tongue trailing along her full bottom lip.
Lexi snaked her hands underneath his shirt, her fingers exploring his over heated skin. Her fingers roamed slowly down his well defined chest, following the hard muscles to his stomach as she licked and nipped at his chin and neck causing Dean to moan low in his throat. Her fingertips skimmed along the strip of hair that led down, her fingers then following it under his jeans.
Lexi slipped her hand inside his boxers. Her fingertips ghosting over the length of hard flesh before wrapping her hand around him. Dean closed his eyes, biting his bottom lip to stifle his groan as she squeezed him. He jerked into her hand his hips lifting away from her body. “Fuck, Lex.....”
Lexi was about to ask him if he wanted her to stop when he went in for another kiss. Dean brushed his lips gently against hers then moved to her jaw. He kissed along her jawline slowly moving his way up to her ear. He lingered there, his hot breath sending shivers down her spine. He moved his mouth to chew on the shell of her ear before trailing his lips to her neck, alternating between little nips of his teeth and soft kisses. Lexi was breathing hard by the time he returned to her lips. He prodded her mouth with his tongue to slip it inside to slide against hers. He swirled his tongue around the tip of hers slowly; sliding his right hand between her legs. He rubbed his palm against her white lace panties causing Lexi to moan into the kiss while rocking her hips against his hand. Dean brushed his lips against her ear whispering lasciviously, “I wanna taste you.....bet you taste sweet......”
Lexi stared at him wide eyed and swallowed thickly, “What?”
“You never had a guy go down on you have you?” She blinked at him shaking her head 'no' while her cheeks flushed red, “Oh, sweetheart, you don't know what you're missing. Whatta say, Lex?”
“You want to put your face between my legs.........” She whispered her eyes wide and innocent. Her cheeks burned while she stumbled over her words. “Lick my......”
“Lick your pussy. Hell yeah, I wanna shove my face between your thighs and lick you till you're screaming my name. It's no different than you sucking my dick and letting me fuck your mouth.” Her cheeks turned a deeper shade of red if that was at all possible and looked away from Dean. He couldn't help the smile that was pulling at the corners of his mouth. She looked so innocent and virginal with her big doe eyes and white sundress. Seeing her like that made him want to lick her for days or until she turned into a writhing mess , “Lex, c'mon, there's nothing to be embarrassed about. I just wanna taste you. If you don't like it I'll stop.”
A few minutes later Dean has her sprawled on the back seat, the skirt of her white sundress hitched up, her white lace bra and cleavage spilling out of the top of her dress. He leaned forward nosing her through the lace of her panties before puffing out a hot breath. “Dean......”
“Shhhh.....you talk to much Lex.” Dean whispered while he pulled off her white lace panties and discarded them on the Impala's floor. “Relax......'m gonna make you come so hard.”
Dean's been with more than his fair share of chicks but he's never had a virgin before. He always said he liked experienced women but this? This was all sorts of awesome. He was gonna be the first one to explore her, to make her come. Oh, and he was gonna make her come hard. There was nothing better than getting a chick all worked up and have her come undone in his hands. He had a feeling she was a screamer and he couldn't wait to hear her cry out his name.
Dean couldn't wait a minute longer. He kissed and licked her legs making his way to her inner thighs where he made sure to suck a hickey into each one's soft flesh. She smelled so good too; musky and sweet all at the same time. His mouth watered in anticipation and he dived in head first between her thighs. He leaned forward licking a broad strip along the length of her slit. Lexi's breath hitched, she shimmied further down on the seat trying to get more contact with his mouth. “Dean.....” Lexi whined pushing her hips up, “c'mon.......”
Dean smirked up at her licking his lips, “Yeah, baby girl? You want something?”
“Stop teasing me.”
“You want me to taste you?” He asked her his fingers opening her up to him, “Hmmm?”
“Yes.........” She said in a breathy whisper spreading her legs wider for him.
That's all he wanted to hear. He started with fluttering little licks before licking broad strips along her slit. Dean gently flicked his tongue against her clit then alternates between sucking and licking the little bud. Lexi whimpers and slides a hand into his hair, fingers gripping and yanking. He pulls off her clit running his tongue around her folds. Dean could tell by the noises Lexi was making that this wasn't going to take long until he had her shaking and screaming and he wants to savor this.
He kisses his way back up to her mouth, his tongue curling around hers as he rubbed her breasts. He pushes the fabric of her dress and bra down. Dean stares at her tits drinking in every detail. They were perfect. He squeezes them and rubs his palms over her pink nipples until they form stiff peaks. Dean slides his tongue over her right nipple while rolling and pinching her left nipple between his fingers causing Lexi to whimper. Dean smirks against her overheated skin and takes the nipple into his mouth. His teeth skimming across the stiff bud before sucking and swirling his tongue.
Lexi's panting and arching her back to give him better access to her breast now. She presses and rubs her hips against his. Dean moans low in his throat at the welcomed friction. Now all he can think about is undoing his jeans and sliding his dick into her. Instead, he snakes his right hand between her legs working his index and middle fingers inside of her. She's so wet and tight and making little mewling noises as he curls and pumps his fingers in and out of her. Dean moves quickly to find her clit. He uses his thumb to rub her in slow circles until she was moaning his name and grinding against his hand.
Lexi gets her hands on his shoulders and nudges him down. Dean wags his eyebrows at her before kissing back down her body. She pushes her hips up, shoves herself into his face, tugging at his hair. He grazes his teeth along her clit and flicks his tongue against it. He wraps his mouth around the sensitive bud, sucking hard while applying pressure with his tongue. She's getting close, he feels her body tensing, it won't be much longer.
Dean runs his mouth over her, tongue sliding down her slit before pushing his tongue up inside her. Lexi's hips jerk, the high whining noises coming from her making his dick harden, he throws an arm across her thighs to hold her in place. Dean tightens his grip on her and pulls her flush against his mouth. He glides his lips and tongue over her until he's got her moaning and shaking. He feels her muscle tense suddenly, thighs squeezing the sides of his head while she screams out his name and a string of curses. He licks her clean, lapping up all her juices as she rides out her orgasm. He lets go of her thighs when she falls quiet and still. Dean looks up to see her with her eyes are closed, face flushed, head thrown back against the passenger window as she tries to catch her breath. He pulls away and sits up. Lexi whines in disappointment, making Dean smile from ear to ear. “Not bad, uh?”
“Uh huh. Now I know why the girls at the diner call you 'Best night of my life, Winchester.'”
Dean laughed pressing a kiss to her lips, “That good? I haven't even fucked you yet.”
Lexi wrapped her legs around him drawing him closer to her, “What are you waiting for? Fuck me now.”
He shook his head no as he brushed a strand of hair off her cheek, “No, not now, Lex. I'm not gonna punch your V card in the back seat. You deserve better than that.”
“I don't care where it happens. I want you.”
“You say that now but in a few years it will matter to you. I don't want you to regret it or think of me as the douche bag that popped your cherry in the back seat of his car. What's the rush anyway? It's only our second date.”
Lexi tilted her head, eyebrow quirked while she searched Dean's face. “Are you saying you want to date me and not just fuck me?”
“Yeah, that's what I'm saying. Lex, if I only wanted to fuck you I would've done it already.” Dean scratched the back of his head, his eyes dropping to the floor, “Look Lex, I ain't good with words but trust me, if I only wanted to fuck you....I wouldn't have tried so hard to get you to go out with me. I would've cut my loses and moved on to another chick......”
Lexi brushed her lips against his cutting off whatever else he was going to say. Dean tangled his hand in her long hair putting everything he had in that kiss. He needed to show her how he felt since he couldn't say it. He didn't know how to explain the electricity he felt the first time he looked at her or how he had this chemistry with her that he's never had with any other chick. Dean knew he could never put how he felt about her into words, he would stumble over them and they would come out all wrong.