Restless Heart Syndrome Ch 11/?
Fic title: Restless Heart Syndrome
Genre: SPN Het
Pairing: Sam/ OFC, Dean/OFC (Lexi, played by Eliza Dushku)
Rating: M
Warnings/Spoilers: None
Summary: New town, new school for Sam. It's his fifth high school in three years but John promises it's going to be Sam' s last one. Dean and Sam settle into their new routine and enjoy being normal. A few months after school starts Sam meets Lexi. He could tell she was trouble the moment he laid eyes on her but it's the kind of trouble he's always wanted. Dean feels the same way about the new waitress at the diner.
*This is a prequel to Under Your Skin and Wayward Son.*
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10
Ch 11: Hit So Hard
“He's so candy my downfall. Melts in my mouth, 'til he's nothing at all. This keeps me, I can't sleep.
He rages to be true. He hit so hard. I saw stars. He hit so hard. I saw God .”
Dean's POV
Saturday
July 1, 2000
Ashland, WI
I grabbed my bag out of the closet emptying the contents onto my bed. I was going on a road trip and for the first time it had nothing to do with hunting. I was taking Lexi down to Madison for a few days to see Motorhead and Black Sabbath. I had to meet her at the diner in fifteen minutes; it was just easier that way. Her father was dead set against her leaving Ashland with me for four days and neither of us wanted to hear his bitching. I took the knife that I kept under my pillow placing it in the bottom of my bag when I felt Sam's eyes on me. “What?”
“Nothing.” Sam smirked at me closing his science book, “Going on a road trip? I gotta say this is a record. I mean you never even stay with anyone longer than one night let alone two months. What's even funnier Dean is that she's still a junior in high school or you know, would be if she hadn't skipped a grade.”
“And your point Sammy?” I snapped throwing my clothes in my duffel bag.
“Just wondering when you're gonna crack. Me and dad have a bet going, try and hold out until next month at least so I can get fifty bucks.”
“What!? You got a bet going on how long before I break up with her?”
“Yeah, or how long until you cheat. Which you know, if she catches you would equal a break up.”
"Fuck you both!"
“Hey, I gave your sorry ass the benefit of the doubt. OH I get it!” Sam smirked coming over and sitting on my bed, “You LOVE her!”
“SHUT UP!” I threw my shaving kit in my bag, I was pissed. Sam and my dad have some nerve betting on how long it was gonna take me to fuck up. That wasn't the only reason why I was pissed. I think Sam was right. Actually, I knew he was right. I don't know exactly what's going on with me but I know it's different. I've never spent more than one night with a girl or even went out on a date. It's been two months now that I've been dating Lexi and I'm not even bored. Hell, I haven't even thought about picking up another chick. “Hey Sammy, you have any condoms I can have?” I raised my eyebrows at him chuckling, “Oh my bad. You don't. You're still a virgin.”
“Your point, Dean?”
“Now I gotta stop at the drug store. You know how I don't like to stop.”
“Not my problem I actually got a future to look forwards to Dean. What the fuck do you have? A sixteen year old who sucks your dick and a lifetime of taking orders. Have fun when dad makes you pack up and leave after I graduate.”
“Yeah geek boy you got a future filled with some vaseline, busty asian and your right hand.”
Sam shrugged looking at me with a smug grin on his face, “I'll find someone when I go to college. Least the girls up there will be experienced.”
“Oh trust me she's experienced, the girl's talented.”
“Good for you. I'd prefer someone who isn't jail bait.”
“She's not jail bait. I checked, she's of legal consenting age in this state. Dude, you're just pissed that I got the girl, AGAIN.”
“Not really, I'll be out of here soon and you'll still be stuck with dad taking orders. Because we all know you're not leaving him.”
“The fuck I'm not.”
“Yeah okay soldier boy. All it takes is one guilt trip and a line about mom and you're back at his side.”
“Don't talk about mom.” I hissed zipping up my duffel and throwing it over my shoulder.
“Oh that's right I can't do that cause you know she wasn't my mom or anything.”
“Shut up!”
“What's wrong Dean? Am I UPSETTING you?” Sam taunted getting off the bed and blocking my path, “Geeze, I am SO sorry that I'm making you mad man. You know maybe I'd actually know more about her if you fucking opened your mouth for once.”
“Don't talk about her like that.”
“Like what? Suddenly wanting to know something about your own mother's a crime? You knew her Dean!”
I looked down not wanting to meet Sam's eyes. I scratched the back of my head whispering, “I've told you since we were kids I don't remember much.”
“Yeah and you're a fucking liar.”
“I was four! What do you want to know, uh? That she baked me cookies? That she used to walk me downtown and take me to the diner for lunch? Uh? Sammy that good enough for you?”
“I just wanna know what it was like.”
“It was better than this.”
“Lots of things are better than this. Wish I could've known her…”
“Me too.” I stated pointing at Sam, “No wild parties while I'm gone and no fighting with dad okay?”
“That's not going to happen second you leave we'll be at each other's throats.”
“Go get laid. Better yet, get drunk, stoned and laid. Later Sammy.”
“Bye.”
July 1, 2000
Pete and Elda's Diner
Lexi sat at the far end of the counter stirring her milkshake because there was nothing else for her to do while waiting for Dean. He was supposed to be here twenty minutes ago to pick her up. It was her idea; Lexi didn't want to hear her dad bitch about her going to Madison with Dean. In fact, all she wanted to do was to get the hell out of Ashland and have a little fun. She was hoping this would be the weekend they finally had sex. She was beginning to wonder if Meredith and the other waitresses were right.
“He hasn't fucked you yet?” Meredith questioned her as she wiped down the counter, “Maybe he's afraid of getting tossed in jail.”
“No we do other stuff…”
“Lexi, have you ever even had sex before?”
Lexi sighed while she stirred her milkshake never taking her eyes off the red straw, “Technically? No, everything else though...”
“Well then maybe he just doesn't do virgins or he's getting the real sex on the side. Not like it's surprising, Dean isn't exactly the relationship type.”
“Dean's not cheating on me!” Lexi snapped slamming her hand on the cracked white counter top. She was so sick and tired of everyone telling her that Dean was using her or that he was cheating on her. It was getting old real quick.
“Did he actually say you two were in a relationship?”
“Yeah.”
“Huh, well like I said, it's Dean.”
“I trust him.”
“And that's why you're gonna get hurt.” Meredith stated simply pointing at Lexi, “Never trust him, hell never trust anyone but especially NOT HIM. Dean's got the standards of an alley cat and if he's still with you and he's not fucking you - then he must be getting it somewhere else.”
Lexi stared down at her hands intently. She thought about what Meredith had just said. Hell, she wasn't the first one to tell her these things. She knew she shouldn't trust Dean but she did. She trusted him with her life and she couldn't explain why. It was like she's known him forever and being with him just felt right. Of course, if she said these things out loud to Meredith and the others they would just laugh at her and tell her to stop being a schoolgirl. Truth was, they didn't know Dean like she did. Underneath all that swagger of his was a broken guy that was just as needy as everyone else.
“Hey Lex. You ready?”
“Hey.” She whispered nodding her head. “Yeah, I'm ready Dean.”
“What's wrong?”
“Nothing.”
“You sure?” I asked her slipping my arm around her waist. She just nodded her head as I took her bag out of her hand, “Okay, come on lets get going then.”
We drove in silence for a good forty-five minutes. I figured if Lexi didn't wanna talk I wasn't going to make her. It was just weird, Lexi was never quiet she was always going on about something. I felt like I should say something but I didn't know what. I was never good with words.
“Is there something wrong with me?” Lexi blurted out changing the radio station, “Or are you getting it somewhere else?”
I raised my eyebrows as I turned to look at her, “So THAT'S what this is about?”
“I don't like being toyed with.”
“I'm not toying with you.”
“Yeah okay. Then why haven't you fucked me yet? You're the one that stops every damn time! You afraid I'm gonna tell my parents? That they'll have you locked up? What is it? Me? Just tell me what is!”
“It's nothing!”
“No it's something. You slept with all those skanks but you wont even...” she said softly turning to look out the passenger window.
“Whatever. I fucked 'em cause they're easy. It didn't mean shit.”
“It's cause I told you isn't it? I don't do anything I don't wanna do Dean. If I didn't want to I wouldn't have told you to take me somewhere and I wouldn't have gone to that sleazy motel with you.”
“You're gonna love this concert.”
“Don't change the subject. Be honest with me. I need to know where I stand with you.”
“You're here aren't you?”
“It's not good enough. Don't you get it? I….maybe I like you a little too much.”
“Maybe you do.” I said softly rubbing her thigh and smiling at her, “I'm not complaining.”
She jerked away from me, her eyebrows knotted together, “Drop the cryptic. Or whatever this is ends now.”
“Wait. You're pissed off because I won't fuck you? Did it ever occur to you that maybe I'm taking it slow because you're different? That I don't see you as just another piece of ass? That clear enough for you, Lex?”
“But you were going to on our first date.”
“No I wasn't! You wanted to and you were shitfaced. I wasn't gonna take advantage of you like that okay!”
“I let the v word slip and you've been weird ever since.”
“I've never been with a virgin before. Hell, I've never even been with one person longer than a fucking night EXCUSE ME IF I'M A LITTLE WEIRD!”
“You don't complain when I have your dick in my mouth.”
“Not the same and don't tell me it is cause you don't know. You've never had sex, you don't get the difference.”
“I don't need to take it slow. I know what I want. Funny you're the one that's scared.”
I huffed shaking my head before looking over at her, “You THINK you don't need to take it slow. And I don't want you to regret it alright?”
“You afraid you're gonna feel something Dean?” Lexi questioned me with a small smirk pulling at the corners of her mouth.
“No!”
“I've been ready for awhile just hadn't met the right guy.”
“You think I'm the right....” I glanced over at her my eyebrow raised and then back to the road shaking my head, “Uh huh. I'm not talking about this anymore.” Lexi moved away from the passenger door, pressed herself against me and then rested her head on my shoulder. I sighed pushing her away slightly, “Get off.”
“Is it that I'm jail bait or that you feel something?”
“It's mind your own business.”
“No.” She smirked rubbing my inner thigh in small circles, “It is my business.”
“Huh, now there's something you can do with that big mouth of yours.” I grinned reaching over and tangling my fingers in her hair while pushing her head down playfully, “Hell of a lot more productive.”
“Why should I?” She snapped as she jerked out of my grasp.
“If it gets you to be quiet I'm all for it. You're worse than Sammy.”
“Everyone's slept with my boyfriend but me.”
“Whatever, I never dated any of 'em so just think of that.”
Lexi sighed and ran her fingers down my arm before mumbling, “I love you.”
I nearly choked. I must be hearing things. I looked at her my eyes wide, “What?”
“I love you.”
“Huh, well uh…..”
“You don't have it say it. I'm pretty sure you do and I just scared you away. Way to go Lexi.”
July 3, 2000
We left the concert two days early. It wasn't because we weren't having a good time, hell we had a blast but we had already seen the bands we wanted to. So, we packed up and headed back to Ashland besides I figured Sammy would be happy to have me back earlier then expected.
“Why are we getting off the interstate?” Lexi asked me pulling a face, “I thought we were going home.”
“We are this is a short cut.”
“Dean, I've seen enough horror movies to know you never get off the main road.”
“Yeah well this isn't a horror movie."
“Something bad always happens…” Lexi sing songed tilting her head to the side, “If it was a horror movie you would totally bite it and I'd survive cuz the virgin always outsmarts the psycho killer. You sure you know where you're going? We're in the middle of nowhere.”
“I know what I'm doing. Trust me.”
“I don't wanna get stuck out here.”
“You won't.”
An Hour Later
“God Damnit!”
Of course this was happening. The car decides to break down in the middle of nowhere forcing me to eat my words to Lexi. I was never gonna live this one down. I pulled over trying to act like nothing was wrong but God damn it she knew.
“What happened? You didn't run out of gas did you? I told you to stay on the interstate!”
“Relax, it's not like this hasn't happened to me before I'll handle it.”
Lexi looked at me her eyebrow raised, “Can you fix it?”
“Of course I can fix it.” I snorted, “I know this car inside out.”
“Okay that's creepy. You sound like you're talking about someone you've fucked.”
I ignored her getting out of the car and popping the hood. It wasn't like I've never had to fix my baby before this was cake. We'd be back on the road in an hour or so I thought.
“Don't drink all my beer.” I snapped slamming the hood closed.
“Why?”
“Cause I don't have the right part.”
“Told ya not to get off the interstate!” Lexi smirked at me in her you're dumb as shit way.
I pointed at her trying not to smile, “Shush.”
“What are we going to do? Sleep in the car?”
“Looks like it. It's not so bad.”
“Didn't you bring that big sleeping bag?” Lexi asked her green eyes lit up mischievously.
I nodded heading to get the sleeping bag out of the trunk, “Works for me."
Three Hours Later
We set up camp in the woods building a fire and just hanging out drinking. I hate camping but I had to admit this wasn't so bad. For one thing, Lex is way better company than my old man and baby brother. And it had nothing to do with the fact that she's a hot chick wearing nothing but a flimsy tank top and shorts or that we were all alone in the middle of nowhere.
“Ya know they got a pool going on at work.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yesss,” Lexi slurred pointing her beer bottle at me, “to see when you dump me.”
“That's nice.” I laughed slipping my arm around her waist.
She hiccuped waving her beer bottle around, “They're stumped on why you're dating a school girl.”
“Me too.”
“That's not niiiccce. I thought you liked me. You're the only thing I like in that shitty town.”
“I do like you.” I stated giving her a squeeze, “I'm here with you.”
Lexi nodded her head as she stared down into her bottle of beer. She turned to me her eyebrow raised, “Where do go on all the those trips with your dad?”
“Places.”
“Uh huh, what do you do?”
“Don't worry about it.”
“Come on I told you all bout Lexi, now you tell me all bout Dean. I won't tell anyone cross my heart.”
“You don't need to worry about it.”
“Dean, I just wanna know about you. Why is that such a bad thing?”
I sighed as I stared at her. I wanted to tell her but she would never believe me. “You wouldn't believe me if I told you.”
“Try me.” Lexi stated simply putting her hand on my arm, “Dean, I'm not going anywhere.”
“Okay, you really want to know?” She nodded her head yes. It was now or never. I took a deep breath biting down on my lip before speaking. “I hunt things. Spirits, ghosts you know? All that shit your parents tell you aren't real, things in the dark. I've seen things you can't even imagine.”
“Seriously? That stuff's real?”
“Yeah, changelings, werewolves, ghosts, demons. It's all real and I kill them. That's where we go, me and my dad.”
“How do you kill them?”
“Depends on what it is. Demons, you can't kill. Spirits, usually we gotta salt and burn the bones or some object that's connected to them, sometimes both.”
“I see makes sense. So you save people?” Lexi smiled at me gently running her hand up my arm, “That's sexy as hell. Who would've thought you're actually one of the good guys.”
“What are you talking about?”
“You help people right? That makes you a good guy. All I've heard about you was what a bad guy you were and how you were bad news.”
“I just fuck around a lot, that's why they think I'm a bad guy.”
“You gonna bolt the minute you get what you want?”
“I don't think so.”
“I hope not, I really like you.”
I couldn't take my eyes off her smooth tan legs as she stretched and at the moment all I could think about was how I wanted to feel them wrapped around my waist. She moved differently, relaxed. Her movements were subtle and easy, even the way she swung her hips slightly when she walked seemed effortless. It was as if she didn't have a care in the world. She kicked off her sandals before climbing into the sleeping bag turning to smile at me, “C'mere.”
She didn't have to tell me twice. I got in next to her trying to play it cool but the smell of her perfume was driving me crazy. I wanted her so bad and normally I wouldn't have hesitated but she had my head all turned around.
“You smell like beer.” She whispered nipping my ear.
“Yeah?” I laughed kissing her throat, “Well I was drinking beer.”
Lexi lay on her side running her hand up my chest slowly, “You have way too many clothes on…..”
“What do you want me to take off?”
She paused for a moment chewing on her bottom lip and pretending to think hard, “Um everything.”
I laughed as she nuzzled my neck. She sure wasn't shy I'd give her that. “Not into subtlety?”
“Nope.”
“Hey that's cool. Not fair though, I'm not gonna be the first one naked.”
“Hmm why not? You're not shy are you? It's not like I haven't seen it.”
“No I'm not shy. You're not drunk are you?”
“Not drunk...just feel good.”
“I'm still not gonna be the first one naked. I'm serious.”
“That's right you like to call the shots.” She laughed deep and throaty teasing me, “So take charge.”
“I'll take charge when you're naked.”
“You tugging at my clothes is half the fun.”
“You getting naked is MORE fun, Lex.”
“No…” she whispered her cheeks flushing pink.
“You gonna get naked first?”
“Why me?”
“Cause I'm NOT gonna be the first one naked. We can take turns, as long as you're naked first. You take off a shirt, I take off a shirt.” I smirked as she slowly took off her top tossing it at me. We took turns and I was definitely enjoying the show. Everything was fine until she was down to her bra and panties. She looked at me, her face turning a deep shade of red as she bit her bottom lip. “Where's your bravado, Lex?” I raised my eyebrow at her somewhat disappointed, “If you don't want to it's fine. I'm not gonna hold it against you.”
“I want to…”
“You sure?”
“Yeah…Just don't hurt me.”
“I'm not gonna hurt you. Okay?” I said softly running my hands up and down her sides.
“Okay.”
“It's your turn.”
“Dean...”
I grumbled taking off the rest of my clothes and making sure to tell Lexi that I would deny it to my last day that she got me naked first. She smiled slightly telling me she didn't kiss and tell and I know what a crock of shit that is. I've said that to every girl I've been with but I told every time. “Lex, c'mon. It's just me.”
She looked away from me taking off the rest of her clothes her face flushed. I couldn't help the shit-eating grin that was pulling at the corners of my mouth. Lexi looked at me jerking the sleeping bag up to cover herself when she realized I was staring at her.
“You're all talk. You need to relax.”
“I'm nervous.”
I was nervous too and fuck I'm never nervous when it comes to sex. But, this girl, I dunno it was like she'd worked some hoodoo love spell over me. I've wanted her so bad for the past two months. And now the only thing I could think about was how she would feel all wrapped around me. I looked down at her, my eyes locking onto hers, that's when I realized how young she really was. She was scared and tense, she needed to relax. “Well chill out, it's just me. I wanna see you and you're just digging your way into this sleeping bag.” I reached over moving the sleeping bag gently away from her as I took a moment to look at her. I swallowed hard realizing this is the first time I've ever seen her completely naked. “You're so fucking hot, Lex. You got any idea on how much you work me up, baby girl?”
Lexi bit down on her lip and shook her head 'No.' as I rolled on top of her straddling her thighs. I took my time exploring her smooth bare skin, hands sliding up to cup her perfect breasts. I rubbed my palms in slow circles over her breasts until her nipples were firm little peaks. She arched up into my hands saying my name over and over in breathy little moans. I leaned in, needing to taste her, my tongue darting out to lick a broad swipe over her right nipple.
“Dean....”
“Hmm?”
“Don't be a fucking tease.” Lexi panted as her fingers gripped the back of my head guiding me down to her breast. “I don't like to be teased.”
“I'm not teasing. I'm just warming you up.” I said before closing my mouth around her left nipple letting my teeth skim across the hard bud. Lexi moaned, her hips pushing up against mine and I wanted more of her, I needed to have more of her. I slid my hand between her legs slipping one finger inside her, then a second before thrusting and twisting them slowly. Lexi eyes fluttered shut while soft moans escaped her lips. “Hmmm, that's it baby girl.” I whispered pinching her nipple, “C'mon I wanna hear you.” God she was so tight and wet and her little moans were driving me crazy. I just wanted her to let go and enjoy the ride. “Ride them, Lex.”
“What?”
“Ride them.” I stated firmly thrusting my fingers harder and pinching her clit with my other hand, “Just let go. Let me hear you.”
Lexi clenched the sleeping bag beneath her arching her back and panting, “Oh….oh GOD.”
“That's it, louder baby.”
“OOOH fuck…..DEAN!”
I watched her as I slid a third finger in her, massaging her clit in slow circles until she was riding my fingers without coaxing. She bit her bottom lip, her breath hitching while I picked up the pace. I rubbed the pad of my thumb faster over her clit causing her to gasp and shudder. Lexi slammed down onto my hand one last time before clenching around my fingers and crying out my name.
I crawled up over her body after Lexi came. Pressing my forehead to hers, I couldn't help but stare. She looked beautiful with flushed cheeks and bright green eyes. I brushed a stray lock of hair from her cheek before kissing her slow and deep. It was taking all of my self-control not to pound into her right then and there. I pulled back whispering, “You sure you wanna do this? We don't have to.....we can stop right now.”
“I'm sure but um do you have....”
“Yeah, in my jeans pocket.” I reached for my jeans digging in the back pocket for my wallet and pulled out the three pack strip. Lexi eyed me wearily and I threw her a shrug and my best smile. I tore one off and stuffed the other two in my wallet before leaning down to give her a kiss. I could feel how tense she was and for a brief second I thought about putting a stop to this. I mean I'm supposed to be the adult here, I'm twenty one and she's only sixteen but I didn't care. She was of consenting age, I looked it up. Truth was, I didn't want to stop, I wanted her and I knew she wanted me too. She watched me with wide nervous eyes as I ripped the condom open and slid it on. “Tell me if I hurt you and I'll stop. Okay, Lex?”
“Okay.”
I began kissing Lexi to relax her as I took my cock in one hand and slowly began to slide inside her. She gasped against my mouth, eyes wide, nails digging into my biceps. I ran my hands up her sides as I attempted to allivate the tension in her body. “Lexi, you need to relax. I ain't gonna hurt you.”
“I'm trying but you're....”
“Shhh, relax and just give it a minute. You'll get used to me and I promise it's gonna feel so good.”
I pulled back biting my lip, she was so fucking tight and slick, it was taking all my self-control not to start moving inside her. All I wanted to do was to flip her onto her stomach and slam into her. Closing my eyes, I pressed my forehead to hers trying to control my breathing before asking, “You good?”
“Yeah...”
That was all the permission I needed from her. I pulled myself onto my knees taking her legs up with me, resting one on each shoulder. I slid my hands down to her hips, gripping them firmly as I leaned down towards her. Lexi's hands immediately flew up to grab my arms, clinging to me as I began thrusting slowly. I couldn't take my eyes off hers as I continued to thrust slow and deep into her. She moved underneath me, pressing her hips up against mine in time with my thrusts, her hands moving up and down my back. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.” I grunted digging my fingers into her hips while I pushed harder and faster into her, “You're so damn tight......God damn you feel so fucking good.”
“Dean....harder.....” She said in a whispering little moan while her eyes fluttered closed, “Please. Fuck me harder, Dean.”
I nodded tightening my hold on her hips and lifted them slightly off the ground for better leverage. I picked up the pace taking her hard and fast. She trembled and whimpered my name beneath me as I continued to roll and grind my hips faster. I could tell she was close. I wanted to feel her come, feel her muscles clenching all tight around my dick. I knew it wouldn't take much. I slid my fingers down between us to rock against her clit. Her nails dug into my back, hips bucking up against mine. I moved my fingers faster as I ploughed roughly into her. “OH FUCK.....DEAN....OH GOD....” Her whole body shook underneath me, her back arching up causing me to moan her name while she tightened around me.
I almost lost it when she came, muscles spasming and clenching around my dick. I pressed my weight down against Lexi pinning her under me while I readjusted her legs. I took her legs off my shoulders spreading them open further and pushing them down onto her chest. I pulled all the way out and slammed back into her in one thrust setting up a harsh rythmn. She met me thrust for thrust, taking everything I gave her. “Fuck, Lexi.” I moaned speeding up the pace, “You're so fucking tight. Feel so fucking good. Fuck.”
It wasn't long before my hips began to stutter and my body to shake. Three more hard thrusts into her and I was done. I collapsed on top of her wrapping my arms around her and burying my face against the soft skin of her neck. We stayed like that, wrapped up in each others arms until I got my breathing under control. I pulled back brushing my lips softly against hers, “You ok? I didn't hurt you did I?”
“No.” She smiled lazily at me, “I'm more than ok, Dean.”
Later that night
“Wow.” She whispered for what felt like the hundredth time propping up on her elbow as she smiled at me, “Is it always like that?”
“If you're with someone good yeah.”
“Wow.”
“Now who's monosyllabic?” I laughed brushing Lexi's hair off her cheek, “Wait. Did you think it wasn't gonna be good?”
“No, it's not that. I didn't think it would be THAT good.”
“Yeah well…”
“Hmm Dean, can we do it again?” I smiled at her rolling on top of her and slipping my hand between her legs. She shifted under my weight spreading her legs wider and pulling them up against my sides. I laughed, nipping and kissing her throat while I worked my index and middle fingers inside of her. “OH fuck, Dean.”
With the pad of my thumb, I rubbed slow circles against her clit, thrusting and curling my index and middle fingers, “Damn baby girl, you’re so wet.” I added a third finger fucking all three harder into her as she rubbed herself against my hand, “You love this don't you?”
“You know I do but I want more than your fingers.”
I smirked at her thinking of all the wicked things I was gonna teach her, “Is that so? What do you want baby girl? Tell me.”
“I want your dick inside me.”
That statement alone made my dick harden. I groaned biting down on my lip and drove my fingers harder and faster into her. I leaned down kissing her until she came, my mouth swallowing up her moans. I pulled back brushing her light brown hair off her flushed face as I teased her, “Hmmm. You're already a slut for it. I love that but we can't do it anymore tonight. We did it three times already and I'm out of condoms.”
“Dean....c'mon....” She whined pressing herself up against my dick, “fuck me again.”
I laughed kissing the top of her head before rolling off her. “We have all summer to fuck.” I whispered leaning down to lick at her nipple, “Hmmm gonna do all sorts of wicked things to you.....teach you some new tricks....”
“Like what?” She whispered arching up against my mouth, “Different positions? Something kinky?”
“Hmm hmm for starters.....gonna eat you out till you're screaming maybe even tie you up and spank you. Would you like that? I bet you'd be a good little submissive bottom for me.”
“Oh fuck yeah.”
“Ok, we'll try whatever you want but not tonight. You're gonna be sore as hell tomorrow.” I gathered her up in my arms pulling her flush with my chest, “Besides I'm tired.....ya know what they say too much of a good thing......”
It was just as good as I thought it would be. Hell, it was incredible. It just wasn't sex this time, when I looked into Lexi's eyes I felt it. It was different and I don't know how to put it into words. This time it wasn't about getting off, there was a connection. For the first time in my life I actually made love to a girl. Me, of all people. There was never any emotion before this; it was just the simple fact of needing to blow off some steam. I've always been the fuck and run guy, ya know gone by morning, never see me again type. Not this time. I didn't wanna run from her. I wanted to bury my face in her hair and tell her that I loved her too. I didn't though; instead I pulled her into my arms and held her close to me. I wasn't sure what I was feeling and I didn't know how to explain it. All I knew was that I wanted to protect her and be with her.
Genre: SPN Het
Pairing: Sam/ OFC, Dean/OFC (Lexi, played by Eliza Dushku)
Rating: M
Warnings/Spoilers: None
Summary: New town, new school for Sam. It's his fifth high school in three years but John promises it's going to be Sam' s last one. Dean and Sam settle into their new routine and enjoy being normal. A few months after school starts Sam meets Lexi. He could tell she was trouble the moment he laid eyes on her but it's the kind of trouble he's always wanted. Dean feels the same way about the new waitress at the diner.
*This is a prequel to Under Your Skin and Wayward Son.*
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10
Ch 11: Hit So Hard
“He's so candy my downfall. Melts in my mouth, 'til he's nothing at all. This keeps me, I can't sleep.
He rages to be true. He hit so hard. I saw stars. He hit so hard. I saw God .”
Dean's POV
Saturday
July 1, 2000
Ashland, WI
I grabbed my bag out of the closet emptying the contents onto my bed. I was going on a road trip and for the first time it had nothing to do with hunting. I was taking Lexi down to Madison for a few days to see Motorhead and Black Sabbath. I had to meet her at the diner in fifteen minutes; it was just easier that way. Her father was dead set against her leaving Ashland with me for four days and neither of us wanted to hear his bitching. I took the knife that I kept under my pillow placing it in the bottom of my bag when I felt Sam's eyes on me. “What?”
“Nothing.” Sam smirked at me closing his science book, “Going on a road trip? I gotta say this is a record. I mean you never even stay with anyone longer than one night let alone two months. What's even funnier Dean is that she's still a junior in high school or you know, would be if she hadn't skipped a grade.”
“And your point Sammy?” I snapped throwing my clothes in my duffel bag.
“Just wondering when you're gonna crack. Me and dad have a bet going, try and hold out until next month at least so I can get fifty bucks.”
“What!? You got a bet going on how long before I break up with her?”
“Yeah, or how long until you cheat. Which you know, if she catches you would equal a break up.”
"Fuck you both!"
“Hey, I gave your sorry ass the benefit of the doubt. OH I get it!” Sam smirked coming over and sitting on my bed, “You LOVE her!”
“SHUT UP!” I threw my shaving kit in my bag, I was pissed. Sam and my dad have some nerve betting on how long it was gonna take me to fuck up. That wasn't the only reason why I was pissed. I think Sam was right. Actually, I knew he was right. I don't know exactly what's going on with me but I know it's different. I've never spent more than one night with a girl or even went out on a date. It's been two months now that I've been dating Lexi and I'm not even bored. Hell, I haven't even thought about picking up another chick. “Hey Sammy, you have any condoms I can have?” I raised my eyebrows at him chuckling, “Oh my bad. You don't. You're still a virgin.”
“Your point, Dean?”
“Now I gotta stop at the drug store. You know how I don't like to stop.”
“Not my problem I actually got a future to look forwards to Dean. What the fuck do you have? A sixteen year old who sucks your dick and a lifetime of taking orders. Have fun when dad makes you pack up and leave after I graduate.”
“Yeah geek boy you got a future filled with some vaseline, busty asian and your right hand.”
Sam shrugged looking at me with a smug grin on his face, “I'll find someone when I go to college. Least the girls up there will be experienced.”
“Oh trust me she's experienced, the girl's talented.”
“Good for you. I'd prefer someone who isn't jail bait.”
“She's not jail bait. I checked, she's of legal consenting age in this state. Dude, you're just pissed that I got the girl, AGAIN.”
“Not really, I'll be out of here soon and you'll still be stuck with dad taking orders. Because we all know you're not leaving him.”
“The fuck I'm not.”
“Yeah okay soldier boy. All it takes is one guilt trip and a line about mom and you're back at his side.”
“Don't talk about mom.” I hissed zipping up my duffel and throwing it over my shoulder.
“Oh that's right I can't do that cause you know she wasn't my mom or anything.”
“Shut up!”
“What's wrong Dean? Am I UPSETTING you?” Sam taunted getting off the bed and blocking my path, “Geeze, I am SO sorry that I'm making you mad man. You know maybe I'd actually know more about her if you fucking opened your mouth for once.”
“Don't talk about her like that.”
“Like what? Suddenly wanting to know something about your own mother's a crime? You knew her Dean!”
I looked down not wanting to meet Sam's eyes. I scratched the back of my head whispering, “I've told you since we were kids I don't remember much.”
“Yeah and you're a fucking liar.”
“I was four! What do you want to know, uh? That she baked me cookies? That she used to walk me downtown and take me to the diner for lunch? Uh? Sammy that good enough for you?”
“I just wanna know what it was like.”
“It was better than this.”
“Lots of things are better than this. Wish I could've known her…”
“Me too.” I stated pointing at Sam, “No wild parties while I'm gone and no fighting with dad okay?”
“That's not going to happen second you leave we'll be at each other's throats.”
“Go get laid. Better yet, get drunk, stoned and laid. Later Sammy.”
“Bye.”
July 1, 2000
Pete and Elda's Diner
Lexi sat at the far end of the counter stirring her milkshake because there was nothing else for her to do while waiting for Dean. He was supposed to be here twenty minutes ago to pick her up. It was her idea; Lexi didn't want to hear her dad bitch about her going to Madison with Dean. In fact, all she wanted to do was to get the hell out of Ashland and have a little fun. She was hoping this would be the weekend they finally had sex. She was beginning to wonder if Meredith and the other waitresses were right.
“He hasn't fucked you yet?” Meredith questioned her as she wiped down the counter, “Maybe he's afraid of getting tossed in jail.”
“No we do other stuff…”
“Lexi, have you ever even had sex before?”
Lexi sighed while she stirred her milkshake never taking her eyes off the red straw, “Technically? No, everything else though...”
“Well then maybe he just doesn't do virgins or he's getting the real sex on the side. Not like it's surprising, Dean isn't exactly the relationship type.”
“Dean's not cheating on me!” Lexi snapped slamming her hand on the cracked white counter top. She was so sick and tired of everyone telling her that Dean was using her or that he was cheating on her. It was getting old real quick.
“Did he actually say you two were in a relationship?”
“Yeah.”
“Huh, well like I said, it's Dean.”
“I trust him.”
“And that's why you're gonna get hurt.” Meredith stated simply pointing at Lexi, “Never trust him, hell never trust anyone but especially NOT HIM. Dean's got the standards of an alley cat and if he's still with you and he's not fucking you - then he must be getting it somewhere else.”
Lexi stared down at her hands intently. She thought about what Meredith had just said. Hell, she wasn't the first one to tell her these things. She knew she shouldn't trust Dean but she did. She trusted him with her life and she couldn't explain why. It was like she's known him forever and being with him just felt right. Of course, if she said these things out loud to Meredith and the others they would just laugh at her and tell her to stop being a schoolgirl. Truth was, they didn't know Dean like she did. Underneath all that swagger of his was a broken guy that was just as needy as everyone else.
“Hey Lex. You ready?”
“Hey.” She whispered nodding her head. “Yeah, I'm ready Dean.”
“What's wrong?”
“Nothing.”
“You sure?” I asked her slipping my arm around her waist. She just nodded her head as I took her bag out of her hand, “Okay, come on lets get going then.”
We drove in silence for a good forty-five minutes. I figured if Lexi didn't wanna talk I wasn't going to make her. It was just weird, Lexi was never quiet she was always going on about something. I felt like I should say something but I didn't know what. I was never good with words.
“Is there something wrong with me?” Lexi blurted out changing the radio station, “Or are you getting it somewhere else?”
I raised my eyebrows as I turned to look at her, “So THAT'S what this is about?”
“I don't like being toyed with.”
“I'm not toying with you.”
“Yeah okay. Then why haven't you fucked me yet? You're the one that stops every damn time! You afraid I'm gonna tell my parents? That they'll have you locked up? What is it? Me? Just tell me what is!”
“It's nothing!”
“No it's something. You slept with all those skanks but you wont even...” she said softly turning to look out the passenger window.
“Whatever. I fucked 'em cause they're easy. It didn't mean shit.”
“It's cause I told you isn't it? I don't do anything I don't wanna do Dean. If I didn't want to I wouldn't have told you to take me somewhere and I wouldn't have gone to that sleazy motel with you.”
“You're gonna love this concert.”
“Don't change the subject. Be honest with me. I need to know where I stand with you.”
“You're here aren't you?”
“It's not good enough. Don't you get it? I….maybe I like you a little too much.”
“Maybe you do.” I said softly rubbing her thigh and smiling at her, “I'm not complaining.”
She jerked away from me, her eyebrows knotted together, “Drop the cryptic. Or whatever this is ends now.”
“Wait. You're pissed off because I won't fuck you? Did it ever occur to you that maybe I'm taking it slow because you're different? That I don't see you as just another piece of ass? That clear enough for you, Lex?”
“But you were going to on our first date.”
“No I wasn't! You wanted to and you were shitfaced. I wasn't gonna take advantage of you like that okay!”
“I let the v word slip and you've been weird ever since.”
“I've never been with a virgin before. Hell, I've never even been with one person longer than a fucking night EXCUSE ME IF I'M A LITTLE WEIRD!”
“You don't complain when I have your dick in my mouth.”
“Not the same and don't tell me it is cause you don't know. You've never had sex, you don't get the difference.”
“I don't need to take it slow. I know what I want. Funny you're the one that's scared.”
I huffed shaking my head before looking over at her, “You THINK you don't need to take it slow. And I don't want you to regret it alright?”
“You afraid you're gonna feel something Dean?” Lexi questioned me with a small smirk pulling at the corners of her mouth.
“No!”
“I've been ready for awhile just hadn't met the right guy.”
“You think I'm the right....” I glanced over at her my eyebrow raised and then back to the road shaking my head, “Uh huh. I'm not talking about this anymore.” Lexi moved away from the passenger door, pressed herself against me and then rested her head on my shoulder. I sighed pushing her away slightly, “Get off.”
“Is it that I'm jail bait or that you feel something?”
“It's mind your own business.”
“No.” She smirked rubbing my inner thigh in small circles, “It is my business.”
“Huh, now there's something you can do with that big mouth of yours.” I grinned reaching over and tangling my fingers in her hair while pushing her head down playfully, “Hell of a lot more productive.”
“Why should I?” She snapped as she jerked out of my grasp.
“If it gets you to be quiet I'm all for it. You're worse than Sammy.”
“Everyone's slept with my boyfriend but me.”
“Whatever, I never dated any of 'em so just think of that.”
Lexi sighed and ran her fingers down my arm before mumbling, “I love you.”
I nearly choked. I must be hearing things. I looked at her my eyes wide, “What?”
“I love you.”
“Huh, well uh…..”
“You don't have it say it. I'm pretty sure you do and I just scared you away. Way to go Lexi.”
July 3, 2000
We left the concert two days early. It wasn't because we weren't having a good time, hell we had a blast but we had already seen the bands we wanted to. So, we packed up and headed back to Ashland besides I figured Sammy would be happy to have me back earlier then expected.
“Why are we getting off the interstate?” Lexi asked me pulling a face, “I thought we were going home.”
“We are this is a short cut.”
“Dean, I've seen enough horror movies to know you never get off the main road.”
“Yeah well this isn't a horror movie."
“Something bad always happens…” Lexi sing songed tilting her head to the side, “If it was a horror movie you would totally bite it and I'd survive cuz the virgin always outsmarts the psycho killer. You sure you know where you're going? We're in the middle of nowhere.”
“I know what I'm doing. Trust me.”
“I don't wanna get stuck out here.”
“You won't.”
An Hour Later
“God Damnit!”
Of course this was happening. The car decides to break down in the middle of nowhere forcing me to eat my words to Lexi. I was never gonna live this one down. I pulled over trying to act like nothing was wrong but God damn it she knew.
“What happened? You didn't run out of gas did you? I told you to stay on the interstate!”
“Relax, it's not like this hasn't happened to me before I'll handle it.”
Lexi looked at me her eyebrow raised, “Can you fix it?”
“Of course I can fix it.” I snorted, “I know this car inside out.”
“Okay that's creepy. You sound like you're talking about someone you've fucked.”
I ignored her getting out of the car and popping the hood. It wasn't like I've never had to fix my baby before this was cake. We'd be back on the road in an hour or so I thought.
“Don't drink all my beer.” I snapped slamming the hood closed.
“Why?”
“Cause I don't have the right part.”
“Told ya not to get off the interstate!” Lexi smirked at me in her you're dumb as shit way.
I pointed at her trying not to smile, “Shush.”
“What are we going to do? Sleep in the car?”
“Looks like it. It's not so bad.”
“Didn't you bring that big sleeping bag?” Lexi asked her green eyes lit up mischievously.
I nodded heading to get the sleeping bag out of the trunk, “Works for me."
Three Hours Later
We set up camp in the woods building a fire and just hanging out drinking. I hate camping but I had to admit this wasn't so bad. For one thing, Lex is way better company than my old man and baby brother. And it had nothing to do with the fact that she's a hot chick wearing nothing but a flimsy tank top and shorts or that we were all alone in the middle of nowhere.
“Ya know they got a pool going on at work.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yesss,” Lexi slurred pointing her beer bottle at me, “to see when you dump me.”
“That's nice.” I laughed slipping my arm around her waist.
She hiccuped waving her beer bottle around, “They're stumped on why you're dating a school girl.”
“Me too.”
“That's not niiiccce. I thought you liked me. You're the only thing I like in that shitty town.”
“I do like you.” I stated giving her a squeeze, “I'm here with you.”
Lexi nodded her head as she stared down into her bottle of beer. She turned to me her eyebrow raised, “Where do go on all the those trips with your dad?”
“Places.”
“Uh huh, what do you do?”
“Don't worry about it.”
“Come on I told you all bout Lexi, now you tell me all bout Dean. I won't tell anyone cross my heart.”
“You don't need to worry about it.”
“Dean, I just wanna know about you. Why is that such a bad thing?”
I sighed as I stared at her. I wanted to tell her but she would never believe me. “You wouldn't believe me if I told you.”
“Try me.” Lexi stated simply putting her hand on my arm, “Dean, I'm not going anywhere.”
“Okay, you really want to know?” She nodded her head yes. It was now or never. I took a deep breath biting down on my lip before speaking. “I hunt things. Spirits, ghosts you know? All that shit your parents tell you aren't real, things in the dark. I've seen things you can't even imagine.”
“Seriously? That stuff's real?”
“Yeah, changelings, werewolves, ghosts, demons. It's all real and I kill them. That's where we go, me and my dad.”
“How do you kill them?”
“Depends on what it is. Demons, you can't kill. Spirits, usually we gotta salt and burn the bones or some object that's connected to them, sometimes both.”
“I see makes sense. So you save people?” Lexi smiled at me gently running her hand up my arm, “That's sexy as hell. Who would've thought you're actually one of the good guys.”
“What are you talking about?”
“You help people right? That makes you a good guy. All I've heard about you was what a bad guy you were and how you were bad news.”
“I just fuck around a lot, that's why they think I'm a bad guy.”
“You gonna bolt the minute you get what you want?”
“I don't think so.”
“I hope not, I really like you.”
I couldn't take my eyes off her smooth tan legs as she stretched and at the moment all I could think about was how I wanted to feel them wrapped around my waist. She moved differently, relaxed. Her movements were subtle and easy, even the way she swung her hips slightly when she walked seemed effortless. It was as if she didn't have a care in the world. She kicked off her sandals before climbing into the sleeping bag turning to smile at me, “C'mere.”
She didn't have to tell me twice. I got in next to her trying to play it cool but the smell of her perfume was driving me crazy. I wanted her so bad and normally I wouldn't have hesitated but she had my head all turned around.
“You smell like beer.” She whispered nipping my ear.
“Yeah?” I laughed kissing her throat, “Well I was drinking beer.”
Lexi lay on her side running her hand up my chest slowly, “You have way too many clothes on…..”
“What do you want me to take off?”
She paused for a moment chewing on her bottom lip and pretending to think hard, “Um everything.”
I laughed as she nuzzled my neck. She sure wasn't shy I'd give her that. “Not into subtlety?”
“Nope.”
“Hey that's cool. Not fair though, I'm not gonna be the first one naked.”
“Hmm why not? You're not shy are you? It's not like I haven't seen it.”
“No I'm not shy. You're not drunk are you?”
“Not drunk...just feel good.”
“I'm still not gonna be the first one naked. I'm serious.”
“That's right you like to call the shots.” She laughed deep and throaty teasing me, “So take charge.”
“I'll take charge when you're naked.”
“You tugging at my clothes is half the fun.”
“You getting naked is MORE fun, Lex.”
“No…” she whispered her cheeks flushing pink.
“You gonna get naked first?”
“Why me?”
“Cause I'm NOT gonna be the first one naked. We can take turns, as long as you're naked first. You take off a shirt, I take off a shirt.” I smirked as she slowly took off her top tossing it at me. We took turns and I was definitely enjoying the show. Everything was fine until she was down to her bra and panties. She looked at me, her face turning a deep shade of red as she bit her bottom lip. “Where's your bravado, Lex?” I raised my eyebrow at her somewhat disappointed, “If you don't want to it's fine. I'm not gonna hold it against you.”
“I want to…”
“You sure?”
“Yeah…Just don't hurt me.”
“I'm not gonna hurt you. Okay?” I said softly running my hands up and down her sides.
“Okay.”
“It's your turn.”
“Dean...”
I grumbled taking off the rest of my clothes and making sure to tell Lexi that I would deny it to my last day that she got me naked first. She smiled slightly telling me she didn't kiss and tell and I know what a crock of shit that is. I've said that to every girl I've been with but I told every time. “Lex, c'mon. It's just me.”
She looked away from me taking off the rest of her clothes her face flushed. I couldn't help the shit-eating grin that was pulling at the corners of my mouth. Lexi looked at me jerking the sleeping bag up to cover herself when she realized I was staring at her.
“You're all talk. You need to relax.”
“I'm nervous.”
I was nervous too and fuck I'm never nervous when it comes to sex. But, this girl, I dunno it was like she'd worked some hoodoo love spell over me. I've wanted her so bad for the past two months. And now the only thing I could think about was how she would feel all wrapped around me. I looked down at her, my eyes locking onto hers, that's when I realized how young she really was. She was scared and tense, she needed to relax. “Well chill out, it's just me. I wanna see you and you're just digging your way into this sleeping bag.” I reached over moving the sleeping bag gently away from her as I took a moment to look at her. I swallowed hard realizing this is the first time I've ever seen her completely naked. “You're so fucking hot, Lex. You got any idea on how much you work me up, baby girl?”
Lexi bit down on her lip and shook her head 'No.' as I rolled on top of her straddling her thighs. I took my time exploring her smooth bare skin, hands sliding up to cup her perfect breasts. I rubbed my palms in slow circles over her breasts until her nipples were firm little peaks. She arched up into my hands saying my name over and over in breathy little moans. I leaned in, needing to taste her, my tongue darting out to lick a broad swipe over her right nipple.
“Dean....”
“Hmm?”
“Don't be a fucking tease.” Lexi panted as her fingers gripped the back of my head guiding me down to her breast. “I don't like to be teased.”
“I'm not teasing. I'm just warming you up.” I said before closing my mouth around her left nipple letting my teeth skim across the hard bud. Lexi moaned, her hips pushing up against mine and I wanted more of her, I needed to have more of her. I slid my hand between her legs slipping one finger inside her, then a second before thrusting and twisting them slowly. Lexi eyes fluttered shut while soft moans escaped her lips. “Hmmm, that's it baby girl.” I whispered pinching her nipple, “C'mon I wanna hear you.” God she was so tight and wet and her little moans were driving me crazy. I just wanted her to let go and enjoy the ride. “Ride them, Lex.”
“What?”
“Ride them.” I stated firmly thrusting my fingers harder and pinching her clit with my other hand, “Just let go. Let me hear you.”
Lexi clenched the sleeping bag beneath her arching her back and panting, “Oh….oh GOD.”
“That's it, louder baby.”
“OOOH fuck…..DEAN!”
I watched her as I slid a third finger in her, massaging her clit in slow circles until she was riding my fingers without coaxing. She bit her bottom lip, her breath hitching while I picked up the pace. I rubbed the pad of my thumb faster over her clit causing her to gasp and shudder. Lexi slammed down onto my hand one last time before clenching around my fingers and crying out my name.
I crawled up over her body after Lexi came. Pressing my forehead to hers, I couldn't help but stare. She looked beautiful with flushed cheeks and bright green eyes. I brushed a stray lock of hair from her cheek before kissing her slow and deep. It was taking all of my self-control not to pound into her right then and there. I pulled back whispering, “You sure you wanna do this? We don't have to.....we can stop right now.”
“I'm sure but um do you have....”
“Yeah, in my jeans pocket.” I reached for my jeans digging in the back pocket for my wallet and pulled out the three pack strip. Lexi eyed me wearily and I threw her a shrug and my best smile. I tore one off and stuffed the other two in my wallet before leaning down to give her a kiss. I could feel how tense she was and for a brief second I thought about putting a stop to this. I mean I'm supposed to be the adult here, I'm twenty one and she's only sixteen but I didn't care. She was of consenting age, I looked it up. Truth was, I didn't want to stop, I wanted her and I knew she wanted me too. She watched me with wide nervous eyes as I ripped the condom open and slid it on. “Tell me if I hurt you and I'll stop. Okay, Lex?”
“Okay.”
I began kissing Lexi to relax her as I took my cock in one hand and slowly began to slide inside her. She gasped against my mouth, eyes wide, nails digging into my biceps. I ran my hands up her sides as I attempted to allivate the tension in her body. “Lexi, you need to relax. I ain't gonna hurt you.”
“I'm trying but you're....”
“Shhh, relax and just give it a minute. You'll get used to me and I promise it's gonna feel so good.”
I pulled back biting my lip, she was so fucking tight and slick, it was taking all my self-control not to start moving inside her. All I wanted to do was to flip her onto her stomach and slam into her. Closing my eyes, I pressed my forehead to hers trying to control my breathing before asking, “You good?”
“Yeah...”
That was all the permission I needed from her. I pulled myself onto my knees taking her legs up with me, resting one on each shoulder. I slid my hands down to her hips, gripping them firmly as I leaned down towards her. Lexi's hands immediately flew up to grab my arms, clinging to me as I began thrusting slowly. I couldn't take my eyes off hers as I continued to thrust slow and deep into her. She moved underneath me, pressing her hips up against mine in time with my thrusts, her hands moving up and down my back. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.” I grunted digging my fingers into her hips while I pushed harder and faster into her, “You're so damn tight......God damn you feel so fucking good.”
“Dean....harder.....” She said in a whispering little moan while her eyes fluttered closed, “Please. Fuck me harder, Dean.”
I nodded tightening my hold on her hips and lifted them slightly off the ground for better leverage. I picked up the pace taking her hard and fast. She trembled and whimpered my name beneath me as I continued to roll and grind my hips faster. I could tell she was close. I wanted to feel her come, feel her muscles clenching all tight around my dick. I knew it wouldn't take much. I slid my fingers down between us to rock against her clit. Her nails dug into my back, hips bucking up against mine. I moved my fingers faster as I ploughed roughly into her. “OH FUCK.....DEAN....OH GOD....” Her whole body shook underneath me, her back arching up causing me to moan her name while she tightened around me.
I almost lost it when she came, muscles spasming and clenching around my dick. I pressed my weight down against Lexi pinning her under me while I readjusted her legs. I took her legs off my shoulders spreading them open further and pushing them down onto her chest. I pulled all the way out and slammed back into her in one thrust setting up a harsh rythmn. She met me thrust for thrust, taking everything I gave her. “Fuck, Lexi.” I moaned speeding up the pace, “You're so fucking tight. Feel so fucking good. Fuck.”
It wasn't long before my hips began to stutter and my body to shake. Three more hard thrusts into her and I was done. I collapsed on top of her wrapping my arms around her and burying my face against the soft skin of her neck. We stayed like that, wrapped up in each others arms until I got my breathing under control. I pulled back brushing my lips softly against hers, “You ok? I didn't hurt you did I?”
“No.” She smiled lazily at me, “I'm more than ok, Dean.”
Later that night
“Wow.” She whispered for what felt like the hundredth time propping up on her elbow as she smiled at me, “Is it always like that?”
“If you're with someone good yeah.”
“Wow.”
“Now who's monosyllabic?” I laughed brushing Lexi's hair off her cheek, “Wait. Did you think it wasn't gonna be good?”
“No, it's not that. I didn't think it would be THAT good.”
“Yeah well…”
“Hmm Dean, can we do it again?” I smiled at her rolling on top of her and slipping my hand between her legs. She shifted under my weight spreading her legs wider and pulling them up against my sides. I laughed, nipping and kissing her throat while I worked my index and middle fingers inside of her. “OH fuck, Dean.”
With the pad of my thumb, I rubbed slow circles against her clit, thrusting and curling my index and middle fingers, “Damn baby girl, you’re so wet.” I added a third finger fucking all three harder into her as she rubbed herself against my hand, “You love this don't you?”
“You know I do but I want more than your fingers.”
I smirked at her thinking of all the wicked things I was gonna teach her, “Is that so? What do you want baby girl? Tell me.”
“I want your dick inside me.”
That statement alone made my dick harden. I groaned biting down on my lip and drove my fingers harder and faster into her. I leaned down kissing her until she came, my mouth swallowing up her moans. I pulled back brushing her light brown hair off her flushed face as I teased her, “Hmmm. You're already a slut for it. I love that but we can't do it anymore tonight. We did it three times already and I'm out of condoms.”
“Dean....c'mon....” She whined pressing herself up against my dick, “fuck me again.”
I laughed kissing the top of her head before rolling off her. “We have all summer to fuck.” I whispered leaning down to lick at her nipple, “Hmmm gonna do all sorts of wicked things to you.....teach you some new tricks....”
“Like what?” She whispered arching up against my mouth, “Different positions? Something kinky?”
“Hmm hmm for starters.....gonna eat you out till you're screaming maybe even tie you up and spank you. Would you like that? I bet you'd be a good little submissive bottom for me.”
“Oh fuck yeah.”
“Ok, we'll try whatever you want but not tonight. You're gonna be sore as hell tomorrow.” I gathered her up in my arms pulling her flush with my chest, “Besides I'm tired.....ya know what they say too much of a good thing......”
It was just as good as I thought it would be. Hell, it was incredible. It just wasn't sex this time, when I looked into Lexi's eyes I felt it. It was different and I don't know how to put it into words. This time it wasn't about getting off, there was a connection. For the first time in my life I actually made love to a girl. Me, of all people. There was never any emotion before this; it was just the simple fact of needing to blow off some steam. I've always been the fuck and run guy, ya know gone by morning, never see me again type. Not this time. I didn't wanna run from her. I wanted to bury my face in her hair and tell her that I loved her too. I didn't though; instead I pulled her into my arms and held her close to me. I wasn't sure what I was feeling and I didn't know how to explain it. All I knew was that I wanted to protect her and be with her.