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I’m done trying to justify everything. People will believe whatever they want to, no matter how far from the truth it is, no matter how absurd it sounds. I’m done letting others think they’re allowed to dictate my life. The second you share anything about yourself online, ( Read more... )

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Janet tagged me for this awhile back, and I just now saw it. *huggles* Danke, hun.


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First off, the bad revelation. I’m starting to notice a very frightening trend in my depression. At my very worst, the theme at least somewhat stays the same. Lack of reality. Mostly, my own. Now I get the fun-fun-funness of describing this to my therapist next Monday. I ( Read more... )

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I’m trying very hard to be productive tonight, website-wise. I mean, when I lose internet, that means my poor little website won’t be getting any care or attention from me until I get an income of some sort. So, to make up for no posts for people to read, I’m going to try ( Read more... )

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I’m not completely sure why, but right now I feel drugged-sleepy. You know the feeling, like you just chugged a bottle of NyQuil? The thing is, I haven’t taken anything that would cause that effect. All I’ve had so far today was my morning Lithium, Ibuprofen, and some Rite ( Read more... )

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Is gonna just be a lazy day. Which is exactly what I need at this point, I think. I definitely need to finish reading my book. Well, one of them. I got the first Sookie Stackhouse book from the library and I can’t renew it. It was due a week or so ago, but I don’t wanna ( Read more... )

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That’s how I feel lately. Although I think I have some stuff in my top priority box that shouldn’t be and such. The job stuff is a must, as is sleep (no matter what my brain tells me, whispers to me at night). Reading is high on the list, too, because I enjoy it, but ( Read more... )

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Yeah, still not over this flu or cold or whatever it is, which sucks so hardcore. I’m still a little wobbley on my feet, and the breathing thing is still iffy at best (my nose is forever clogged). If I lay down, I start coughing. If Jim squeezes me too tight, I start ( Read more... )

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Just in case any of you were wondering where I’ve been lately, I don’t know what I caught, but I caught it hard. I’ve been making these scary-sounding coughs, and basically feeling like shite. I’m taking as many meds as I could get ahold of, so hopefully I’ll feel better ( Read more... )