Yeah so I just got back from FLORIDA! Not so fun in the sun. I went and met a dude from England...such a wierd accent and a dude from Texas. It was kewl though. I will not keep in touch with any of them. I am still with Chris. We are both happy. There is so much that has just been boring but it has been interesting and for those who want to see ( Read more... )

Chris is home and he is mine forever! No one is going to take him away from me! I am so happy being with him. I will always love him more than anyone. So...like yeah Chris is my longest relationship ever! I am so happy though because I wanted him to be. I want to be with him forever and no matter what has happened in the past...this is a NEW ( Read more... )

So the thing of it is...Chris's mom told me that Chris stopped by the house and he said that he loved me and he would call me, it makes me feel better. He is the best boyfriend anyone could ever ask for. I just wanted to update and say hey to all of those who read this. To Chris...if you read this I love you with all my heart and I am still waiting ( Read more... )

Okay, so as I write this I try to hold the tears back. The pain rips straight through my heart. Me and Chris...I dunno. He has not been home in 6 days now. Noway to get in touch with him either. My heart is all his whenever he decides that he wants me back or if he wants to talk to me. I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. I don't want another ( Read more... )

Okay so me and Chris well we got better but you know how things usually go. They end up fucked up! Oh well I no longer care. Something has happened and I don't know if we will be okay or if we will make it through this or not. But just thought I would say hey. Later.

Okay so almost losing Chris...wow...he means everything to me and I just don't think that I can lose him. I really don't want to...I juss don't know anymore. I really love him but it's crazy. I am no longer worried about it today though. One more try and that's it. I guess one more try can't hurt. Something tells me that me and him were meant to be ( Read more... )

Yeah yeah it's so close I can feel it. I have things to do today but I am not going to do them because for the certain reason that it could change my whole world and I am not going there. I want my friends. I want to keep them but I just don't think that is even possible anymore so whatever. I don't care and Whitney Mindy Caroline Georgianna...I'm ( Read more... )

Hey world. ok so I am still happy. I am so retarted. Me and Chris are fine and I am happier than ever. Ups and downs...well hey that's natural. Everyone goes through them. I want to be with him. I need to be with him. He is everything to me and if I lose him I will go crazy. I love the fact that me and my friends are getting back to normal. It's ( Read more... )

Okay so yet it has took me forever but an up day has finally arrived. I am no longer in the depressing mode and it makes me really really happy. I am like hyper and this morning I was in theatre dancing and singing to Fefe Dobson and Katy Rose. Ha. It was hilarious. And I dunno what is up with Mr. Barker but all of a sudden he is picking me to run ( Read more... )

Okay so I am like...I just dunno anymore about anything. I mean there are no problems with anything but I am just I guess you could say...not happy. I don't even know why. I should be very happy. I have a great boyfriend and well my true friends are the only ones who still stay by my side. I need to like...fix this because I am more depressed ( Read more... )