Okay so yeah. It is like so early in the morning and I am like so tired. I have been thinking about Chris all nite. I know that I shouldn't do that and I know that it is bad but i can't help it. I love him so much. I never want to break up with him and I never want him to break up with me. Well I just had to get that off my mind. I will talk to you

Okay so life sux and everything in it. Nah life isn't really that bad. It's just the people are just so retarted. I mean I could be so happy! I really want to be happy because I used to be happy all the time but now it's like I'm not happy and I don't know why anymore. I mean I lost most of my really good friends from turning my back on them. No ( Read more... )

Well so the story goes..I dunno if Chris is still mad at me but if you are I am sorry. I didn't intentionally do that to hurt you. You were already pissed and I know how bad your temper is! I just don't want you to get into trouble. Oh by the way...you scared me last nite. Really bad! My friend Karen seems to think space is goin to make everything ( Read more... )

Okay so school is lame. Stupid teachers and what the fuck is grades?! Grades are just a way to label students. Why would you want to be labeled!? Oh and for once I did not get into trouble in theatre 2. Ah...sweet. Anywayz, nah...grades...mine are all failing and wait until my mom sees those. I wonder if I could forge her signature. It would work I ( Read more... )

Okay everyone, so I guess I will just post to make alot of people happy. Brent is arogant asshole and Chris I love you but you better never give him the phone again! I mean it. I will kill him. I am glad Whit talked to you today. Anywayz, I was glad to have snow. My mom is pissed at me and Michael is pissed at me because I didn't get to come see ( Read more... )

Ha. Ha. Nah. I juss kidding. Today is a better day. I promise. Lol. Even Mr. Barker was in a better mood. We did an activity that actually let me be myself...a bitch. Ha. Nah. Juss kidding. Anywayz, Today I was late for school which when my mom finds out she is going to be pissed! LOL I don't care. Let's just take it easy. Life is good life is ( Read more... )

Okay. well we're back again and life...well it may have no meaning whit! I don't know anymore. Chris...well I will always love you. No matter what happens. I just can't understand this whole situation. It makes me cry and I end up worse than I already am. I'm sick of crying. I have cried tears until I have none left. I didn't get much sleep and I ( Read more... )

Okay so when you get to school and the first thing you do is get called out by a teacher...you're so bad. This morning Mr. Barker decides to play a game and I didn't want to play it because I dunno why but anyway, he yells and says "Shana...go sit in the house! I don't need your apathy!!" Well Mr. Barker. If it would have been Seph or Paul or ( Read more... )

Okay so yeah. So as the story goes...I am like so lame and I am so tired. So lost at the same time. I just need to quit trying so hard. Yeah, I was a little dissapointed last nite Chris but hey...just another day and yeah I always say live for the moment. I can't contradict what I say. Brent is a bitch and he needs to die! Sorry Chris but I really ( Read more... )

Okay so it's all good and let me say...I'm sorry Chris. I didn't mean it in that way. I just mean that I hate Brent. I hate him! I don't know but I just can't seem to find a way to like him. If you want to smoke weed though...do it. Oh and I had this wierd craving for weed today so I told Whit that we might smoke some this summer. I have to talk to ( Read more... )