Lonely
Okay so almost losing Chris...wow...he means everything to me and I just don't think that I can lose him. I really don't want to...I juss don't know anymore. I really love him but it's crazy. I am no longer worried about it today though. One more try and that's it. I guess one more try can't hurt. Something tells me that me and him were meant to be together. But so many problems are just bringing the relationship down. We are both going to work at it. I'll keep you posted. I do love him and nothing can change that ever. He has a part of my heart that no one can take away from him. That is a good thing. I love him I really do and as far as the friends thing. Mindy has changed. We all have but she has extremely. Whit...I don't blame you. Eden...well it has to get better. Well I got to go this man sitting beside me keeps staring at me and it's freaking me out. Later. Love you Chris. Keep it real world.