YAY!!!!
Chris is home and he is mine forever! No one is going to take him away from me! I am so happy being with him. I will always love him more than anyone. So...like yeah Chris is my longest relationship ever! I am so happy though because I wanted him to be. I want to be with him forever and no matter what has happened in the past...this is a NEW CHAPTER in the true romance novel/drama...Chris and Shana. This chapter is going to be filled with all of the love anyone could ever have for one person and this chapter is going to be the happiest chapter of our life. There will be the memories and shit but this is going to be the best chapter. Arguing is bad but makeup is better. I get to see Chris in a week. Maybe and hopefully. I really truly hope so. I have to get my brother to take me to Salisbury for the first time so I don't get lost when I go and to everyone out there in the world...shhh!!!don't tell my mom. lol. Anyways so me and Chris are still together and sure we have changed but that always gives us an opportunity to bring up different conversations and we can get to know each other and not run out of things to talk about and that my friends is the greatest feeling ever. It really is. Me and Chris...well it has been a long road and harsh reality. Sometimes it sux. Sometimes it is required to break the person you love most. But most of the time when you break them...you love them more. I think that Chris loves me more than he ever has and I know for a fact that I love him more than I ever have. I will be with him for a long time and I hope that me and him will last forever like we used to say. We can fall head over heels again. I already have. This time we are going to be so much better together. The one song has stuck in my head..."until the day I die...I spill my heart for you... As years go by I race the clock with you but if you die rite now you know that I'd die too. you remind me of the times when I knew who I was.." SOrry kinda get carried away. lol. I am so hyper and happy rite now that no one could alter my mood. SO yeah. This isjust an update and a new start. I will be happy for a long time. I gots to go. Love you sweety and to the world...fuck off.