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undefined_chick

WHAT IS UP???????

Mar 23, 2005 11:22

Okay so I am like...I just dunno anymore about anything. I mean there are no problems with anything but I am just I guess you could say...not happy. I don't even know why. I should be very happy. I have a great boyfriend and well my true friends are the only ones who still stay by my side. I need to like...fix this because I am more depressed ( Read more... )

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? stupid_benchies March 23 2005, 18:12:34 UTC

is what over? im confused and lost and not in a good mood at the moment. i know how you feel about just not being happy because i feel i should be happy as well but i'm not. my emotions got all fucked up in 2nd period because i had time to think. my thoughts were that Mindy cares more about Jon than me. I know that seems fuckin crazy and maybe even stupid but it could happen and im thinking that maybe it already has. I mean she doesnt call me and most the time when i first try and call her, her phone is busy...makes me think that when we talk on the phone, she is just using me to past the time so she wont be lonely when she can AT LAST talk to Jon again. I wrote Jon a letter telling him all this and...idk. NOPE I DONT KNOW ANYMORE! LETS JUST GO CRAZY SHANA! We need to. Yep, thats what we need. We need to go out in the woods and just scream at the top of our lungs all our problems and have a nervous breakdown because i dont know why i feel this way. I keep questioning mine and Mindy's friendship like i want to end it and i know that i ( ... )

Re: ? undefined_chick March 23 2005, 23:13:00 UTC

Warm up circle...BLAH! I hate it. Yea, that's what we need to do. Lmao. Maybe you should just wait to see what Jon says about it. I mean he doesn't like me so I can't interfere where not welcome. But...Yeah that's what we need to do. I always have time to think in second period. It sux ass! Well the is it over part...in Moon for the Misbegotten. Lmao. Gotta go love ya.

Re: ? stupid_benchies March 24 2005, 11:24:09 UTC

"..that didnt end right..." LMFAO. :D Everything is kewl now i think. i talked to jon a little bit but not a whole lot but he was all weird about me being mad at him which im not mad at him and i didnt tell mindy why i was upset but she talked to me and it made me see that yeah she cares. so yeah "its all good". well i must get ready for school. love ya shana
GO CRAZY!

Re: ? undefined_chick March 24 2005, 12:37:52 UTC

Let's do go crazy well I'm glad things are looking better for you. I hope things slowly start working out for me. Love ya Whit.