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More Paradox (big surprise)
So, the Tickster finally died. I feel guilty, not to the point that its going to greatly affect my life. I guess I feel like I failed my morals somehow. Every life form is important in the grand scheme of things, and without all of the life on this planet, even the less savory, our world would change for the worse ( Read more... ) -
Paradox
So I found a tick on my foster dog, Pearl, today. Nothing serious, it hadn't embedded itself, had actually changed sites-which is what tipped me off lol-and was easy to remove. I saved it in case I need it for testing or something to make sure Pearl hasn't contracted anything from it; it's likely I won't need it though. I've found myself watching ( Read more... ) -
Fuck this noise
After a busy week with my mom here, and then sister in law and her friend here for a couple nights.....I am fighting the tow of depression. All of this is a constant under current. Having mom and then Leisha and Kate here just distracted me for a while, gave me a chance to take some respite from my feelings ( Read more... ) -
OH and.....
I HAVE had a great week and a half before this tirade hit me an hour ago. I've been getting to drive!!!! Glorious wonderful driving!!!! I'm in rapture when I drive these days lol. I got out a bit last week too with Tina and her daughters since she had the week off, it was awsome. Now my mom is here, and she's so great. She comes to visit us, but ( Read more... ) -
I actually want to throw a tantrum right now-kicking and screaming and all!
I am fighting a disease that destroys my brain, my ability to live a 'normal' life, but I'm fighting it instead of wallowing in my misery looking for every excuse to do further damage to myself. My husband does EVERYTHING (most of the time, because most of the time I'm sick). He works, cooks, manages the finances, and does half or more of the house ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Birthday Shout-out
I've only seen the movies, but I love them. I will read the books one of these days, when I'm in the mood.
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Dear love_christie
I generally pride myself on my honor, openess, kindness, and being nonjudgemental. However, once in a while I do something rude, or hurtful, amidst a foul mood and don't realise it until whoever caught the backlash says something; or I come to the truth myself. I was rude and judgemental to you, and I apologise for that. That really isn't who I am ( Read more... ) -
Throttle Someone
So I learned today that the gibbled, obviously injured in some way, chihuahua that came with the other dogs from the north, was smashed against a wall by a drunk guy. That's what's wrong with him. The owner dumped him in a box on our rescue contacts door the next day. He had actually died, and then someone bothered to resuscitate him, but then he ( Read more... ) -
Ruminating before bed
When I think of how things have turned out over the last few months I am so frustrated I could spit. Let's review:
We get the Visa paid off, refinance some stuff, over all save ourselves a good portion of money. What happens? Sean's car breaks down and we go on an odyssey of garages in order to diagnose and finally fix MOST of the problems. There's ( Read more... ) -
Folly
You have to use a friggin token, that cost MONEY, to rename your account???? WHAT....THE....HELL! Everyone's getting greedy *grumble* However, I suppose running the site, especially full time, IS a job. Still.......BAH. BAH I Say!
Well....A decision is made. We are going with the Copaxone instead of the Tysabri. I'd probably get sick from the ( Read more... )