Because of You [Chapter 11B]
Title: Because of You [11/?]
Author: Sum3r
Pairing: JaeMin
Rating: R (Lemon)
Warning: Delinquent!Jae and Uke!Min = Smex / Language
Disclaimer: Plot is mine. Characters aren’t.
Summary: Min is a simple boy who was rejected by his first love. However, when he agrees to tutor a delinquent, his life turns upside down in ways he never wished it would.
Previous: [Chapter 1] [Chapter 2] [Chapter 3] [Chapter 4] [Chapter 5] [Chapter 6A] [Chapter 6B] [Chapter 7] [At a Glance - YooSu SideStory] [Chapter 8] [Chapter 9] [Chapter 10] [Chapter 11A]
[A/N]: Chapter 11 ^^ It’s a pretty long chapter (as an apology for delaying) with a lot of things happening all at once, so this is the first time I am writing a scene with everybody’s perspective. Warning: Molestation/Violence. ><;;; *knows what everybody is thinking* Read with caution, and I’m not kidding when I say that you should be mature/able to handle it. *bows down* Enjoy~!
Ignoring everyone and everything, Jae turned his attention to the three men, as the middle man looked him over, “Get out of here punk, it’s none of your business.” The other man took his hand away from Changmin as he walked over to Jae, his body larger than the 19 year old’s.
“You heard him, move.” There was a slight pause, before Jae’s fisted hand came in contact with the man’s face, the sound of bone crunching making the other two jump on guard. Grabbing the older man’s shoulders, Jae bent him over, his knee kneading him in the stomach as the man fell tumbling back. Not even giving him a second to regain his balance, Jae turned around, his leg high in a kick as the front of his foot pushed the man to the floor, breaking his jaw in a moment of mere seconds.
“I told you to get the fuck away from him. This is what happens when you don’t.” The words came through a voice of tightly reined in anger, a merciless face as Jae stepped forward towards the other two.
“You fucking ass-” The man holding Changmin let him go, pushing the younger boy back towards the sink as he came forward to Jae with his hand fisted into a punch. Dodging it, Jae grabbed the hand as elbowed the man in the face, sinking low to ground as he slid his legs from underneath the other man, causing him to trip over. Falling on the floor, the man tried to get back up, but Jae stepped over his back, pushing him face first towards the floor. The other foot kicked him in the shins, knowing that he cracked a rib or two as the man belted out a yell, the sound unheard as the loud music poured in from the open door.
Stepping on and over him, Jae walked towards the middle man, as the other backed away slowly, his back pressed up against the bathroom stall.
“Listen the boy came on to me-listen, he was one that started it, it was him-”
“Shut the fuck up.” The man tried to run by side-stepping him, but Jae easily caught the other, slamming him against the stall. Grabbing the wildly waving hands, Jae tousled with a man for a bit, before easily overtaking him as he pushed him head first into the stall, the other man continuing to talk, continuing to blame it on Changmin.
Grabbing his hair, Jae yanked at it, pulling the head backwards as he whispered against the man’s ears, “How many fucking times did you touch him? Huh? How many times?” Pulling it back, he smashed the face against the stall, the nose shattering on impact as the other man began to yell out, struggling against him. Jae continued to shove the face into the wall, the blood leaving marks on the gray stall, “If you ever fucking come near him again- I swear to you motherfucker, I will-”
“J-ja-ae hyung,” the voice was quite, shaking as Jae stopped breaking the man’s face, slowly letting go, as the other fell down with a slump, his face bloody. Stepping away, he allowed the men to leave against his better judgment, finally turning around to Changmin. He walked towards the younger boy, facing him as Changmin looked up at him from being pressed against the sink, his body still shaking, his eyes still wide.
“Hy-hyung…” Jae smashed his fist against the wall between the mirrors, the sound of breaking skin making Changmin start. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing here?! Do you have any idea what kind of place this is? No, why the fuck would you huh? You followed your fucking lover, followed him and thought he would like you back if you came, and this is where it gets you? I bet you liked it, the idea of-”
“N-no.” Changmin looked up, as Jae breathed heavily against him, his eyes meeting Jae’s dark ones. “I-I didn’t..i-it was-wasn’t the s-same…” Each word was followed with a slight hiccup, as Changmin couldn’t prevent the shudders from passing through his body, constantly feeling the cold hands touching him, reaching for him. Looking down at Jae’s chest, the tears sliding down as he continued, “I-I didn’t, I was s-scared..! I d-didn’t want this- i-its not, t-they w-weren’t like y-you, I t-tried to g-get a-away, but they, t-they d-didn’t s-s-stop, and, and-”
Changmin looked up one more time, “I-I called out for y-you, I c-called out, and you c-came, you c-came…!” Closing his eyes, Changmin felt his body begin to fall apart, the hot tears on the slipping down his cool cheeks. He felt the barest indication of fingers against his bruised cheek, before he felt his hand being pulled. Eyes opening, Changmin tripped over his feet as Jae yanked him through the restroom, out into the club. No words were spoken as Jae led him through the crowd, Changmin’s wet eyes looking down at their clenched hands. He tried to wipe away his tears as he felt being pulled, and pushed, yanked against the flow of people. Yet, Changmin only saw their hands, the feel of Jae’s warm hands enclosed with his, as he stared down at their entangled fingers. He looked up at Jae’s back, and tightened his hold, both hands wrapping around Jae’s.
Jae stopped by the bar, as Min heard the words leave his mouth, “Take over tonight, I’m leaving.” He saw the man behind the counter flick his eyes to him for a second before returning to Jae’s. “Sure. I’ll cover, but there’s someone here to see you-” Min looked over Jae’s back, seeing another man step in front of Jae, as he felt Jae stiffen. Over the music, he watched as the man’s lips move, a slight smile as he voiced the word, “Hyung.”
“Junsu.”
Jae unconsciously pressed his hands tighter into Min’s as he stepped forward. Looking away from the scene, Min glanced around the club, his eyes unfocused, as he watched the people in front of him dance without a care. He felt cold, his body refusing to warm up in the heat of the club, shaking as the goose bumps still run throughout his body, his arms, his legs. Trying to breathe controllably, trying to stop the hiccups, Min noticed Dong Wook, found him as he saw a small figure pushing aside the people, making his way towards the exit. A yell of “Dong Wook, wait!” followed him as Min saw another man follow him out, trying to reach up to him.
“-please, come.”
Before Min could react, he felt himself being pulled again, and as he followed Jae, he eyes met Junsu’s for a brief second, the other moving to the side as he smiled at Min, a sincere smile, one filled with the slightest indication of encouragement.
Changmin followed Jae out the back exit, into the back street as Jae lead the younger boy to his car. Taking out the keys from the back pocket of his jeans, he unlocked the front door, flickering his eyes to Min. “Get in.” The words were short, anger still evident as Changmin complied without a word, sliding in as Jae shut the door behind him loudly.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yunho looked around the club, realizing that it had been some time since he last saw Changmin. Twisting his head around, Yunho searched for Changmin, hoping to see him close by. He wanted the younger boy nearby him, and a selfish part of him wanted to impress him. Inviting him, introducing him to his friends, showing off his dancing, Yunho wanted Changmin to notice him again, notice him and only him.
Maybe he’s still in the restroom? Yunho walked over towards the back, and as he approached the men’s restroom, a sign was tapped on the door, “SORRY. OUT OF ORDER,” as he noticed the door knob was clearly broken. Is that blood on the wall? Yunho turned back his face towards the crowd on the floor. He didn’t go home, did he? Yunho had been planning on driving Changmin home, treating him to dinner, making him laugh, and then, stopping in front of his house when driving him home, Yunho had been planning on asking him out.
He wanted to apologize for rejecting him, and then, wanted to ask if Changmin still liked him enough to consider being with him. It made him slightly nervous at first, thinking about it while getting ready, that it was the first time he approached a member of the opposite sex-the first he liked and wanted to be with-another guy. But regarding Changmin, he knew he wasn’t making any mistakes, he honestly liked the boy, and wanted him to like him back.
He moved towards the floor, eyes seeking, as he suddenly noticed Dong Wook leaving, Junki following close behind him. Grasping Junki’s arms as he ran past him, Yunho stopped him, noticing the urgency in his eyes.
“Wait, Junki, listen, have you seen Changmin? And what’s going on with you? You okay?” Junki shook his head, pushing Yunho’s arms away. “No, I haven’t seen him, and this-I gotta do this man, I should have done this years ago-I’m leaving alright? I hope you find the kid,” turning around Junki ran past Yunho, trying to catch up to the other boy. “Dong Wook, wait!”
Shaking his head, Yunho asked some of the girls, as Changmin wasn’t picking up his cell phone. “Changmin? The shy boy you brought in? Nope, haven’t seen him.” “I think he went to the bathroom, yea, I think.” “Hmmm…nope, sorry, I don’t remember.”
“He left with one of the bartenders.” Yunho, surprised, asked the older girl for more information. The bartender? What….what does Changmin have anything to do with the bartender? “The quiet boy, right? The one with brown hair? Yea, I saw him leave with one of the bartenders, ask the remaining two, they’ll give you his name.”
Thanking the girl, Yunho walked over to the bar counter, as TOP came forward, finishing up his last customer. “ID please.”
“No, no, I’m looking for the name of the bartender that just left?” TOP checked him over. “What’s it to you?” he said cautiously. “Just wanted to know if one of my friends left with him, that’s all.”
“Jaejoong. I think he goes to your school.” Yunho smiled, “Thanks.”
Walking away, Yunho realized there was more to Changmin than he had thought. Jaejoong, a bartender? What’s up with him and Changmin? And why didn’t he even tell me that he was leaving?
Images of when he first met Changmin, the times when the younger boy stared out the window, when he started to change, started to shift his attention elsewhere, flooded into his mind and bits and pieces began to click together.
If Changmin can’t tell me what’s going on, I’ll find out myself.
And if he’s being hurt in any way-
Feeling the determination taking over, Yunho bade his goodbyes, knowing he didn’t drunk enough to not be able to drive.
I’ll find out. And this time, there will be no regrets.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
//What is Need?//
The car ride home was silent, as Jae swiftly drove through the lanes, Changmin clutching the seat belt next to him. The younger boy sat frozen, tears occasionally leaking out from the corners of his eyes. There would be moments were he wouldn’t move an inch, others where a shudder would pass through him, his body shaking for a minute.
Jae slowed his car in front of Min’s house, his foot still on the gas, the car still on. “Get out.”
Min stayed still, his head turning slightly as he looked into Jae’s eyes. Traces of fear were left in his own, pain and remorse clouding over the light brown eyes. “I-im..i’m s-sorry…” he said softly.
Jae tilted his head, looking straight at him. “Sorry? Sorry for what?” he lashed out. The younger boy continued to look back at him, unflinching, unmoving. “Go back to your fucking Yunho, and see if he still wants you now.” Jae turned his head around, looking outside the window as one hand clenched the steering wheel.
Changmin looked down, staring at his hands, the same hands that held Jae’s moments before. “I-I didn’t f-feel anything…” Changmin paused, taking a deep breath before letting loose the emotions he had felt, what he had learned, what he had realized. “watching h-him…” Changmin closed his eyes, reliving his emotions, “w-watching him, I-I th-there was nothing. N-nothing. i-it wasn’t like y-you. A-and i-I know, I k-know that I-I c-can’t go back t-to h-him…and I don’t w-want to g-go back to h-her, I d-don’t. I’m s-scared s-she’s going to a-ask me, and I-I don’t want to t-tell h-her, tell h-her that t-this happened- and I’m s-scared…I-I”
Changmin stopped talking, faltering, as he clenched his hands, the nails digging into his skin.
He didn’t want to look at Jae and see the disgust, see him yelling about cowardice, see him tell him to just get out. He turned his body, reaching for the handles when he was jerked back, the car starting and immediately making a swift U-turn away from Changmin’s house and back into the roads.
Changmin looked up at Jae, as the car sped through the lights, wanting to ask where they were going, where and why. But a part of him knew, knew it when the car started, knew it when he decided to get into the car with Jae.
“My place.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
PLAGIARISM is a BIG thing among writers, ESPECIALLY those who WRITE fanfictions for FUN. {i think i made it clear enough :) } As for f-locking, the author who plagiarized herself got a LJ in less than a day and messaged me >>
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
[A/N] I think…that this was my longest, my hardest and thus far, my most favorite chapter in the story ^^ Because something is starting to happen~ The next chapter tho, will be entirely focused on Jae and Min, as the thoughts concerning Jae and his feelings will be cleared up (I know it seems confusing right now) as well as Min’s thoughts on Yunho. And yes, the much-awaited JaeMin smex will be appearing XD XD There will also be a Jun7en one-shot written, (hopefully soon ><;;) all about what happened this chapter and what had happened in the past. For those who wanted a meeting between Jae and Yunho, I do have that planned out and well-you’ll see how it plays out ^^ and Eden? I always thought that if I ever ran a club, I would call it Eden ^^ <3 <3 <3 for all the comments~!
And just because i can -Pics!-
Agressive!Seme!Jae (but with black hair) and Innocent!Uke!Min (but with light hair)
-Shot-