( Message left on answering machine at the Magic Box )

So I went to see Anya, the girl who runs the Magic Box, since Maddie told me that it might be a good idea. Turns out that spell Astra helped Taffy with? She asked Anya first and Anya turned her down. For good reason, looks like. Anyhow, she finally agreed to help me once she decided I was doin' it for the right reasons, as she put it. You know ( Read more... )

( when you call me out I can't hide anymore )

Maddie's gone and Taffy's back, and it was one of the most horrible nights of my life. I didn't expect it to be like that. Like she was bein' ripped out of the fabric of the world, torn away, and Taf was bein' ripped out of the place where she was to replace her. They were both screamin'.I'm just numb right now, I think. Maddie's someplace ( Read more... )

Aimless. Ya know, I think that word would describe me lately. I'm sorta in limbo. Waitin' to find out if I'm gonna have a job when the high school starts up again. Waitin' for Taffy to come back and to decide if she's gonna forgive me and Jor for the stuff with Heather. Waitin' for Maddie to get sent back. Makes me all out of sorts ( Read more... )

I can't think of anything else but what happened the other day. I can barely sleep, nothin' tastes good, I can't concentrate... All I seem to know how to do in this life is fuck up. And I know Jordan has to feel ten times worse, but I'm not feelin' too happy with him right now. He promised we'd keep this to ourselves. Because, ya know what, ( Read more... )

My brother Vince called today to harass talk to me; I'm not sure why he keeps callin'. I mean, okay I thought for a while last summer that we could be friends again, but it didn't work out. Can you ever really leave the past behind ( Read more... )

( you woke me out of my secret grave )

I keep hopin' if I stay busy enough, it'll take my mind off the fact that my best friend is somewhere in the spirit world. It hasn't helped, but I keep tryin ( Read more... )

Okay, I'd like to petition Whomever may be in charge of things, here... any chance you could cut us a break? Because, fuck. No sooner did Jordan and I get clear of the spell that Heather cast on us to make Taffy's life miserable when she disappeared. Accordin' to Jordan, she just vanished while the two of 'em were sittin' on her couch in the ( Read more... )