Summer's End
Aimless. Ya know, I think that word would describe me lately. I'm sorta in limbo. Waitin' to find out if I'm gonna have a job when the high school starts up again. Waitin' for Taffy to come back and to decide if she's gonna forgive me and Jor for the stuff with Heather. Waitin' for Maddie to get sent back. Makes me all out of sorts.
Speakin' of Jor, I went and saw him the other day. He's been in bad shape. I tried to talk him around, and I think it worked a little. We spent a while sitting on his couch watchin' TV, mainly for distraction. The weirdness of what happened with him and me is mostly gone; I just try not to think about it. No reason to, ya know. And it brings up the uneasy thoughts of Taffy and if she's gonna be able to look us in the face. It's a vicious circle, round and round. Anyway.
Haven't seen a whole lot of Maddie lately. I wonder what she's found to do and who she's doin' it with? She was just hangin' out in Taf's apartment a lot, but recently I've been up there twice and she was nowhere to be found. I hope she's okay. It's gonna be weird when she's gone.
I'm just restless and I dunno what end's up these days. I went and hid the letter I wrote Taf a while back in her place for her to find when she comes back. I dunno if it'll help or not, but it's how I felt at the time and how I still feel about her, so... Yeah.
TV doesn't interest me, and I don't wanna go anywhere really, so I'm just sittin' in the backyard, lookin' at the moon. A little lonely, feelin' a little weird. Hard to describe. So maybe I won't try.
Speakin' of Jor, I went and saw him the other day. He's been in bad shape. I tried to talk him around, and I think it worked a little. We spent a while sitting on his couch watchin' TV, mainly for distraction. The weirdness of what happened with him and me is mostly gone; I just try not to think about it. No reason to, ya know. And it brings up the uneasy thoughts of Taffy and if she's gonna be able to look us in the face. It's a vicious circle, round and round. Anyway.
Haven't seen a whole lot of Maddie lately. I wonder what she's found to do and who she's doin' it with? She was just hangin' out in Taf's apartment a lot, but recently I've been up there twice and she was nowhere to be found. I hope she's okay. It's gonna be weird when she's gone.
I'm just restless and I dunno what end's up these days. I went and hid the letter I wrote Taf a while back in her place for her to find when she comes back. I dunno if it'll help or not, but it's how I felt at the time and how I still feel about her, so... Yeah.
TV doesn't interest me, and I don't wanna go anywhere really, so I'm just sittin' in the backyard, lookin' at the moon. A little lonely, feelin' a little weird. Hard to describe. So maybe I won't try.