7:59..and its still snowing. i hate tonight and all the snow can just bury me alive for all i care. i put myself on invisable because i really feel it right now. and im so pathetic to the point that its ridiculous. maybe i should shut every feeling i have off and just put them away and never ever think about them ever again cause right now, i feel ( Read more... )

now i’m in your basement. i’m laying low to keep out of your way. i hear your footsteps move the floorboards above my head. i have my own routine now. i’m keeping busy in my own way. i’m learning ways to not feel; like i’m down here forever. i hear your footsteps move the floorboards above my head. i hope you know that i’m down here just for you. i ( Read more... )

frrriday, i went to TGI fridays with jon but it was fucking packed so we walked around coventry mall. we came to this stand that was in the middle of the mall and it was this chinese guy selling sketched portraits of famous actors, actress's ect. anyways, we are just looking and all of a sudden i see Marilyn Monroe. they all were amazing and i ( Read more... )

so yeah, yesterday was 1/2 day. went out to the chinese buffet with the bests. it was scrumptious except for when kels fucking put half a squid or octopus (whatever the fuck it was.) on my noodles! haha it was funny though. we went back over to the buffet and were digging through it and saying "ewww.." really loud. then we were making fun of the ( Read more... )

happy valentines everyone! yeah.. i don't care much for the holiday. i never really did and thats because i never had anyone to share it with. i never really had anyone go out of their way for me either. last night i was online and i was just listening to music and such.. i get a call on my cell and it was jon. he told me to go outside to my 2 ( Read more... )

today was the first day back from thanksgiving break. more like hell. i hated today. as soon as i got into child development, i knew that my day was going to suck balls. it was sooooo stressful. we had to change our lesson plan and rush to get it done and copied so we could effing go over it. then the teacher was getting on our ass about how we ( Read more... )

Sometime wanna be your lover ( Read more... )

you said we were an ACCiDENT. x ( Read more... )

i have a headache. i swear i'm dying. & my butt itches ( Read more... )

Yeah.. so it's been a loooooong time since I updated this shit. My apologies. Anyways, not a whole lot has happened since I last updated. School has been so slow and surprisingly I've been doing really good. Math on the other hand blows but I have to work harder I suppose. Hm. Last night, I had Brandon, Kelsey and Bryan over. I'm happy we are ( Read more... )