my goodies. my goodies- not my goodies.
i have a headache. i swear i'm dying. & my butt itches.
bryan..? i have a million questions to ask.
if you read this, i miss having you around.
i want to talk :[
last night was a bad night, well.. yeah, it was bad. haven't talked to bryan. i miss when we first started talking and we hung out all the time and theres something about him. anyways. maybe he'll call me tonight. my cousin paige- talking about my cousin going to iraq. i don't want that to happen. life is just falling apart one day at a time. i'm tired a lot, i don't think much about anything. i cant talk to my mom without my grandmom fucking taking over conversation. basically feeling ignored around the house- Once again. Green Tea is the best drink ever created. i have an english journal to do. meh.. 3rd period tomorrow sounds like a good time to start? ah ha. i'm sitting here in my pajama's with a scarf around my neck. ah haha, i just noticed that. i was cold. infact, it's freezing and i'm really thinking hard about getting the blanket off the chair and just rapping myself up in it. "giving up" by silverstein is a really great song. i must of played it about 4839248329 times. big number. i exaggerate a little to the extreme sometimes. i'm thinking about what the rest of the week is going to be like and how things are going to go. i hope it gets better, i really do. :[ sad. hm..i love elizabeth til death. she has a way of making me smile ALWAYS. i will sing amazing grace at your funeral. no doubt.
tell me again, that we'll be lovers and friends.
i do anything just to feel your butt.
yes, i'm singing Ersher, John & Luda. nikka.
i'm off to bed. it's 9:41.
goodnight lovely's.
<3, me.
bryan..? i have a million questions to ask.
if you read this, i miss having you around.
i want to talk :[
last night was a bad night, well.. yeah, it was bad. haven't talked to bryan. i miss when we first started talking and we hung out all the time and theres something about him. anyways. maybe he'll call me tonight. my cousin paige- talking about my cousin going to iraq. i don't want that to happen. life is just falling apart one day at a time. i'm tired a lot, i don't think much about anything. i cant talk to my mom without my grandmom fucking taking over conversation. basically feeling ignored around the house- Once again. Green Tea is the best drink ever created. i have an english journal to do. meh.. 3rd period tomorrow sounds like a good time to start? ah ha. i'm sitting here in my pajama's with a scarf around my neck. ah haha, i just noticed that. i was cold. infact, it's freezing and i'm really thinking hard about getting the blanket off the chair and just rapping myself up in it. "giving up" by silverstein is a really great song. i must of played it about 4839248329 times. big number. i exaggerate a little to the extreme sometimes. i'm thinking about what the rest of the week is going to be like and how things are going to go. i hope it gets better, i really do. :[ sad. hm..i love elizabeth til death. she has a way of making me smile ALWAYS. i will sing amazing grace at your funeral. no doubt.
tell me again, that we'll be lovers and friends.
i do anything just to feel your butt.
yes, i'm singing Ersher, John & Luda. nikka.
i'm off to bed. it's 9:41.
goodnight lovely's.
<3, me.