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[starsxdied]

now i’m in your basement. i’m laying low to keep out of your way. i hear your footsteps move the floorboards above my head. i have my own routine now. i’m keeping busy in my own way. i’m learning ways to not feel; like i’m down here forever. i hear your footsteps move the floorboards above my head. i hope you know that i’m down here just for you. i sang a song to you through the floor to reach you upstairs. i thought i heard you call out for more…i know that’s crazy. i’m pretty sure that i’m lost again; and won’t get through to you. i won’t get through, i think i won’t get through. i’m gonna close my mouth now. you don’t need more noise in your life. i miss you more than you know. but i know time makes you move on.
the lights are off and i’m lost again.