So I figure if this is in here... then I wont forget ( Read more... )

and yes I did...
(Written on the beach Long Sands, York Beach, Maine (1:16am) now posting due to lack of internet signal and time)
My mind told me to leave and my escape was to here. I wont let myself beat myself up. So i am going to write. and I am going to write here. I've wanted to go to the beach this sumer at night and I never had.. so this is ( Read more... )

"From day one I talked about getting out ( Read more... )

To dream that water is rising up in your house, suggests that you are becoming overwhelmed by your emotions ( Read more... )

I worried if I looked away he'd be gone...What Do I Want? Not quite sure. Still trying to figure out this fate shit. Like why things happen? Yes if you think back I have said this before. I have. But now i refer to it in a difference sense. Being mentally shoved in a corner and have your thoughts race to the point of overload is crazy. I mean, I ( Read more... )

Its funny that every time I walk into the gigantic freezer at work I just picture filming in there, not nasty but like could totally see it in a movie for something. Like I just picture the camera angles and what would be focused on and its just odd. Like an escape from what i'm really working on at work. Yep its odd ( Read more... )

".........Sitting still as stone watching - watching ( Read more... )

While I was working again today. I kept thinking to myself....why cant they have a thing that records what your thoughts say. I was thinking some pretty deep shit and I wish I could have wrote it down. It was thundering and It was raining and I was just in that mood. I wanted to write. But I do somewhat know what I want to write about. And I think ( Read more... )

"When I'm home alone I just dance by myself and you pull my head so close volume goes with the truth
Signing off "I'm alright in bed but I'm better with a pen"" This song i've always underestimated. It is very odd but I get it. I feel it. I <3 writing as my release i feel like thats what its almost about. Im really feeling another one from my heros ( Read more... )

Id just like to start this off with some lyrics. really feeling this song right about now. Ive always liked it and recently revisited it and took a closer look at the lyrics. and it truly captures how I feel like right now...
"....and it's all in how you mix the two ( Read more... )