Tongues on the sockets of electric dreams
Its funny that every time I walk into the gigantic freezer at work I just picture filming in there, not nasty but like could totally see it in a movie for something. Like I just picture the camera angles and what would be focused on and its just odd. Like an escape from what i'm really working on at work. Yep its odd.
Everyday at work people ask me what I plan to do with my life, and I tell them I plan to move to Illinois and they say, what is in Illinois and I say Chicago. I just belong there and Im sure i've said this many a times before in here, but I just know what's were i need to go. I just need to dream and live my dreams so i know it will happen one day and I just have to do it. and nothing is stopping me i don't have anyone holding me back and I just have to do it for myself. So the money sitch i the next issue i guess. I need to save up money and have a steady income before i can do any of that stuff. I need to stop going out and spending money. yep. thats what. ive said this many 100x over and over again. ugh. life is life and i guess im living it. scared about having to pay for my own health insurance. and getting a new doctor and blahhh but im going to try and not think about that shit now
On the up news, Going to GAGA in less than a month and going to the beach for a week and yey. I need to think of the good stuff and not focus on the bad.ugh. i also need to get my book up and I need to practice the piano!!! yesss!!!
Everyday at work people ask me what I plan to do with my life, and I tell them I plan to move to Illinois and they say, what is in Illinois and I say Chicago. I just belong there and Im sure i've said this many a times before in here, but I just know what's were i need to go. I just need to dream and live my dreams so i know it will happen one day and I just have to do it. and nothing is stopping me i don't have anyone holding me back and I just have to do it for myself. So the money sitch i the next issue i guess. I need to save up money and have a steady income before i can do any of that stuff. I need to stop going out and spending money. yep. thats what. ive said this many 100x over and over again. ugh. life is life and i guess im living it. scared about having to pay for my own health insurance. and getting a new doctor and blahhh but im going to try and not think about that shit now
On the up news, Going to GAGA in less than a month and going to the beach for a week and yey. I need to think of the good stuff and not focus on the bad.ugh. i also need to get my book up and I need to practice the piano!!! yesss!!!