Vote Josh for best guy ever

so this one time i went to school with a kid who was supposed to be a junior in highschool? prolly takin classes harder than mine? wow i feel awsome. im waiting for amy right now, so i guess i should just ramble on to kill some time.

so far i cant really say i like college but i cant really say that i hate it... i do know one thing... i need to ( Read more... )

i miss the people who i used to call my friends. i miss lunchtime. i miss dumb fights. i miss ruing the school. i miss jose. i miss rapheal. i miss blake.

Im in cali and have been for the past week, just to collect my thought n really see where i wanna be in life. cali isnt for me. its a great visitation/vaca spot, but not for college or living. ( Read more... )

ok so random. ive been a lil sick. i have a chest cold or something. i went to bed early tonight cuz my daytime medicine was makin me sleepy?! i dont see where that happns... plus on top of that i smoked n drank a little. period, im knocked out. my phone ringing non-stop and its a private caller. all this happening from 2:30 till 4:30. im thinkin ( Read more... )

I have to confess I am a terrible person. My girlfriend left me for 6 months and I cheated on her. I had a whole relationship with someone else who didn't even love me. All I have to say is Karma is muthafucka. I am not myself anymore. I changed to become an asshole to protect myself. Now that I know Lea has changed for the better, and has more ( Read more... )

My summer has been ok. Ive been to busy doing things for other ppl, tryna find a job n goin back n fourth to the hospital nd not for myself. i have a few moments here and there when i can sit down n breathe. like tonight. im online for the first tim in ages. awsome. not like anyone i kno reads this shit nemore but oh well.

all i kno as of friends ( Read more... )

i had soo much fun at jae's on friday omg. it was liek amazing. no drama just chillin. well minor drama due to ASSHOLES.word ofmouth is a bitch i guess. inaccurate word of mouth. whatever. we sang n danced around forever and ever. then got pizza drunk as hell. jes n amy dnt remember much but i remember EVERYTHING. i have so much fun with my crew ( Read more... )

lets see whats been going on as of late....

i totally think i beat my hangout record for last summer already. EARLY. prolly cuz last summer i was a mess. ummmm im working on my life n juts tryna become a better person as a whole. jus to live healthier n shit. i cnat drink alot anymore cuz my fuckin ulsor or however u spell it has been buggin the ( Read more... )

i cant sit up here n pretend im not happy cuz i am. but once in awhile ya just feel kinda down. today i was out with my dad n step mom n went to this family thing. real chill juts sittin n talkin. i was sittin there just thinkin about mad shit for some reason. i started to think about her and just some stuff. i started to wonder what she was doing ( Read more... )

jose andre n zuri left today. they wont be home for good until december. im gunna miss jose so much its retarded. jes is in myrtle. im goin to jersey n nyc n cali this summer.  hopefully i have a job at tops. me n amy have orientation on the 14th of july and we have to stay overnight. very creepy. i hope we can room together. other than all that my ( Read more... )