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lets see whats been going on as of late....
i totally think i beat my hangout record for last summer already. EARLY. prolly cuz last summer i was a mess. ummmm im working on my life n juts tryna become a better person as a whole. jus to live healthier n shit. i cnat drink alot anymore cuz my fuckin ulsor or however u spell it has been buggin the fuck outta me!!! :( i hate that.
i went to college orientation for 2 days. all i have to say is, 10 bucks... Utah. they are all from small towns n homophobes... all typical. i didnt see many colored folk. i had fun with my friends tho. we made fun of EVERYONE. me and amy already hate all. thats life right there. theres another orientation. hopefully that group of kids isnt a buncha LAMES! lol o wait we did find the black and gay ppl. at the gym. lol amy said "thats where all the hot black gay girls go work on their abs." i died laughing!
tonight im hangin out with jes n folk. very excited! i love hang out time. parrrty! were gunna get %$#FUCKED UP#$@$ neways yeah. thats my best friends. i really dont think college is gunna change nething. i was a lil worried but i really think its gunna be ok. ima take her to college parties n do all that shit im supposed to do.
i havent talk to yoyo like at all. i try my best not to think about her. i try like my absolute best. it happens sometimes. and i have my weak moments but i feel i might be gettin better. i left her a comment. she was on my mind a lil bit.
Lea has 2 jobs now. and thats fucking amazing. i woulda never thought. im not gunna speak 2 soon tho cuz u never kno. i juts hope she keeps goin at the rate she has been goin. to my knowledge, ive gotten her to stop smokin weed n ciggs, and drinkin liquor. she looks alot better in the face. lol. thats my baby
me n keith still hang out and i love it. we get together like once a week. and thats great. hes my alliance. i need him in life.
im gunna be a godmother. my sister is havin a baby and im the only dependable girl she knows. hopefully she has a good healthy pregnancy. and hopefully her baby daddy treats her good.
im turning 18 real soon. im goin out mannn!!!!!! im focused mannnn!!!!