Wow. Its been a long and tiring and stressing and hard month,not to mention week.

Im pretty sure im depressed.i havent been diagnosed but iam pretty damn sure

This whole week ive been depressed. idk why really. Well yeah of course i have reasons but still. Im not saying them really.

Wednesday night i was talkin to nick for awhile...then later i cut ( Read more... )

the dance wasnt too bad. Nick and ethan and trandy and sean and dustin and maxx and justin and riley and kim and well to sum it up a LOT of people. It was great. But ethan got kicked out in like 5 min. So me nick taylor left after a bit to find him then we juss stoood outside forever oh ya jasper said he WAS gunna go but he was with bren..right ( Read more... )

right well..hmm..ok yesterday at skool i felt like shit. left 7th p. and got a manicure and pedicure..haha yesss.

talk to justin found out some of the worst news ever and i was in a really depressed mad sad mood. But later on i found out it wont happen so im fuckin grateful as can be! Went to the mall with justin and cass and met BRE and desiree ( Read more... )

i got my dress and shoes today.

dress= that black one from hot topic with white polkadotts  shoes= those ones that lite up when u stomp from journeys. oh ya nad i got some different make up and some shitt from victorias secret.

Had conferences too. My dad ruined my night. I finally relized..just how much i hate him. im NOT kidding or being like how ( Read more... )

Last night was good.

I went and picked up justin and cassi..then we met ETHAN! in the food court..haha fun times...then morgan arrived..Nick came too,this was a a big risk for him ..but he didnt get in trouble :-). Saw Ashley and sarah and hung out wiht them a bit..me and ashley liked raping each other. I had fun whipping ethan with my belt..for ( Read more... )

wow. everythings fucked up lately..so much is falling apart.i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!

everythings so fucking weird and wrong now at home. Ever since my "friend" told mr macki so much has been fuckedddd up. i hate it. My moms finally going to see a therapist thursday and im getting one soon.

I figured out about my headaches i think...i have ( Read more... )

k..well im not gunna update on everything that happend friday night cos a shitload of stuff went on.

after school i hung out with juston jasper and zach. then jordan gave me a ride to justins..we met dane and joel...we all met erek...then mall with cass justin me joel erek mark dane. Saw mandy and andi there..tehy hung out with us. then ethan and ( Read more... )

yesterday was interestnig.

so much went fucking on..ill write later..my moms a bitch wootwoot.

pretty sure im goin to cali. with justin for spring break..fuck yea bitch.

yesterday i went to the mall with sarah ali nick ethan ricky trandy(shamdy)bridgette andi mandy chelsea <3..think thats it.saw kimmi there..and trent and andrea..it was a great fuckin time i say..it was :-D

i got an underoath shirt..some stuff from victorias secret..morgans persent.

haha trandys fuckin hilarious. Nick...likes to give me fuckin ( Read more... )

well..today i had drum lessons and then i went to praire life.

God,i do love working out. Idk..i just..love it haha. I want to start going at the least once a week again. I use to go so much :-(

I also decided,to try the Kimberley Casely diet :: ice cream only. haha fuck yes..im starting to get addicted to this shiiit anyhoo...and then working out ( Read more... )