Rachael..im sorry about mike,and im sorry your stressed.

Went to my dads for breakfast..thankfully my mom came and got me...in the,prolly,10 min. at the most time we were in the car we got in a fight and she pissed me the fuck off. Got home..finished fucking homework..Now its like 2ish and ive wasted most of my day.grr i hate doin that haha.

I ( Read more... )

today was fuckin great. Woke up..cassi and kimmi came and got me and we went to the waffle breakfast at jordan creek. Met up with joel. Saw Josh..he told us some shitt ron said about cassi..motherfucker. The waffles were yummay. Uh..found justin..us 5 went to the playground and we effin swung mother fucker(one of my favortie past times..no joke)... ( Read more... )

so..im really confused about myself and my feelings. i dont know anything anymore it seems like. I didnt like him that much to feel this sad and mad and depressed(?)..but its just..after that..its how ive been feeling. i know it is not because of him only. I just..i dont know. And..it sucks..its not killing me,not yet..but still.
I mean..being ( Read more... )

grr again..with the com. i had a post..it as good..dammitdammit.

My emotions are slowly/gradually turning into ANGER..i wanna hurt someone-anyone-so bad.

But i still dont know why me and him broke up.

I want to go to the mall tonight with someone ,tonight cos 2morro hopefully "our family" will do something. I need a tan..haha. I need to get out of ( Read more... )

shit..fuckin computer,i had a whole ,meaningful effin post written but NO..the computer was a douche and kicked me off..

and im not guna write everything again..dammit that pisses me off haha.

i talked to rachael.she told me things that make sense. but idk.

Finally talked to ian this morning he said that jasper hasnt cheated on me,not yet. But then ( Read more... )

im so fuckin pissed and sad right now.

More pissed then sad..i think.

I knew this was coming..pfft how couldnt i have seen it.

I wanna hurt "someone" so bad right now..god

but the sucky part is..no ones answering there fone..not when i really really need them..no of course not. rachael isnt justin isnt..morgans playing the fuckin cello..i called ( Read more... )

im so confused about alot of shit ( Read more... )

today was awesome.

i slept in late..it was fuckin gooood i tell you.

Morgan called..we both took showers got ready then her mum came to get me and we went to the mall like cool mother fuckers.

Ian called me we talked for a bit..he had to go,called me back,had to finish makin his bong so he left again.

Mall was awesome. Met kimmi there,i missed that ( Read more... )

 ok.yeah..im not really mad at JUSTON anymore..

but im still confused like a mother

me and jasper talked for like a lil over one hr. on the fone...interestin shitt right there bitches..haha he was one ians fone ..whoops..so yeah he had to go when ian needed his fone.Well thats what he siad..fuck idk. Im alwasy parinoid. And no..i cant spell.

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last night i wentto my friend alis it was fuckin great haha ( Read more... )