ya that song by marilyn manson;tainted love..haha i love that song..i want that effin cd
so..im really confused about myself and my feelings. i dont know anything anymore it seems like. I didnt like him that much to feel this sad and mad and depressed(?)..but its just..after that..its how ive been feeling. i know it is not because of him only. I just..i dont know. And..it sucks..its not killing me,not yet..but still.
I mean..being with cassi and justin and joel and kimmi and erek tonight was great and fun as fuck and funny as fuck too..i was happy and all..but then i got home and now im sad and shitt..idk. arg fuck me.
Tomorrow should be great..me cassi joel kimmi and justin are goin to the waffle breakfast at jordan creek..oh my shit i havent been there for ages..what fuckin memories this will bring back..but yeah..haha i love sittin down and havin meals with them..its so great. it IS like were on big family i love it haha.
Yeah..and im goin to the valentines dance ..if i dont find a REAL date..then me cass and justin are trippling lmao. I dont like wearing long dresses though..i dont really like wearing dresses but if i have to wear one..i like em short haha. But..o well. I dont give a flying fuck what my mom says..im going.
Gunna go to sleep cos i gotta get up early 2morro..haha..
im thirrsty as a mofo,
i <3 you guys :-D