grr again..with the com. i had a post..it as good..dammitdammit.
My emotions are slowly/gradually turning into ANGER..i wanna hurt someone-anyone-so bad.
But i still dont know why me and him broke up.
I want to go to the mall tonight with someone ,tonight cos 2morro hopefully "our family" will do something. I need a tan..haha. I need to get out of this STATE.I need to puke cos i always feel like im gunna but do i EVER,pfft no bitch no . I want to go to the valentines day dance (..hmm valetntines day..would have been our one month,i found that cute,and its one day after his bday..3 days after his bday we made up) i mean i no its stupid and gay but idk i just want to go..pfft probably wont..:-/.
I fucking love this song,i love the lyrics,its one of my favorite songs probably..(the bold and italic are..i guess,my feelings(??)right now haha..or just what i like the best depends I picked you out
Of a crowd and talked to you
Said I liked your shoes
You said, "Thanks, can I follow you?"
So it's up the stairs
And out of view, no prying eyes
I poured some wine
I asked your name, you asked the time
Now it's two o'clock
The club is closed and we are up the block
Your hands are on me
Pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth
Trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know
Who else may have been you before
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here
But I'm not sure
I've got the money
If you've got the time
You said, "It feels good"
I said "I'll give it a try"
Then my mind went dark
We both forgot where your car was parked
Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers, they just play tragic
And the phone's ringing
And the van's leaving
Let's just keep touching
Let's just keep, keep singing
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
And where's the kid with the chemicals?
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you, but you...
You write such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do
Then hurt me
Then hurt me
Then hurt me
...yummy,sorry dont hate on my taste in men :-P(lmao)..yummy
Onne more song,im listening to it,i always wondered what it was called/who it was by..hah these lyrics are great.. Come on closer
I wanna show you
What I'd like to do
You sit back now
Just relax now
I'll take care of you
Hot temptations
Sweet sensations
Infiltrating through
Sweet sensations
Hot temptations
Coming over you
Gonna take it slow babe
Do it my way
Keep your eyes on me
Your reaction
To my action
Is what I want to see
Rhythmic motion
Raw emotion
Infiltrating through
Sweet sensations
Hot temptations
Coming over you
And now you're satisfied
A twinkle in your eye
Go to sleep for ten
And anticipating
I will be waiting
For you to wake again
Hot temptations
Sweet sensations
Infiltrating through
Sweet sensations
Hot temptations
Coming over you
(When you wake up we'll
Do it all again)
(When you wake up)
(When you wake up we'll
Do it all again)
(When you wake up)
Hour after hour
Of sweet pleasure
After this I guarantee
You'll never wanna leave
Shut your eyes and think about
What I'm about to do
Sit back relax I'll take my time
This lovin's all for you
(Come on Closer-jem)
Those lyrics make me want to have hott wild(passionate??)sexxx!! lmao
I miss the summer of 2004 so fucking much. ALMOST evvverything about it. I know one big reason why,hah no one NO ONE never will no haha sorry. I miss arizona so fucking much. anyways this is prolly my 80th time saying that in HERE..
i think im going crazy..no joke.hah.
im going. bye now. when will 330ish -4 come!! arg