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WTF
What the hell am i gonna do.... I have been talking to several girls... and several i am falling for, and they have fallen for me.... and i cant stop.... i really like them all.... there is 1 tho... i am totally head over heels for... god what the fuck am i doing... i am playing with gasoline and matches, i feel like its all gonna blow up in my ( Read more... ) -
the hell that is my life
my life is in shambles, im facing jail time, thinks she wants to end our relationship, she wants to give up on our daughter and let her go to a foster family permanently, she has hurt me more than anyone ever has, and yet i still love her... grant it, i have her her too, and i hate my self for it, why do i deal with this, death would be so much ( Read more... ) -
life is nutz
ok, so i got a gf that drives me nuts, but i love her, wanna strangle her sometimes, but all in all she does pretty good, its just that the times she treats me mean, she doesnt remember or realize, i will continue to stay as long as i can, i want to stay with her till i cease to breathe, but only time will really tell, right?, till then :)and ( Read more... ) -
happy fucking t day
so im in a funk today, excuse me for being an asshole... no one wants to seem to deal with me today im pissed and depressed cuz my baby girl aint at home, my gf is a bitch to me almost all the time... and seems to only think of herself, grant it, i am an asshole, i drink when she drinks cuz i cant deal with her when she is drunk and i am sober, i ( Read more... ) -
officially my worst day living....
today.... i lost my daughter, DHS took her away. Dawn and i have been having a really rough time getting along... halloween night it all came to a head... we fought, and broke up... she left the baby and i, doing what i thought was right to try to help dawn with her drinking i called DHS.... now, everything is fucked even worse... i wanna die... ( Read more... ) -
im a dad again!!!!!
so, on tuesday june 12th, at 5:58 pm, my daughter Tyla Lyn Miller was born :) , gotta say, dawn is a real trooper... she is doing great her first week so far as a mom, very protective , and is up at the first sound from tyla, i am working finally in a job i really love, DEMOLITIONS!!!!yay!!! its a really kool job, everything seems to be getting ( Read more... ) -
In trouble
All right... i have gone off and done it... I am so pissed at myself... i have fallen for someone that i know that i shouldn't have..... godfuckindammit!!!!! maybe ai am a masochist... i know i am a sadist.... our sex is great... pure fuckin' ... no soft light shit.... just straight out fuckin that would make a pornstar blush.... i love it... no ( Read more... ) -
Dazed...
well, it's wierd being here. It is kool though. I finally have a friend here that I can stand to be around longer than 5 minutes...lol. even though it's my x. But all things aside, the days aren't so long anymore and the nights aren't so cold. Somehow with just her presence puts my mind at ease. weird huh? I now have to really get on the ball... ( Read more... ) -
I must be the dumbest person that ever lived!!!!!!
I am such a fucking moron...., I blew off a girl last night, garunteed lay, cuz' she called. Keys locked in car, and I come running to her. She cries I come running. She whispers I come running. Why the fuck do I do this? I have other women thqat want me, and yet I blow them all off as soon as she says something to me. Fuck I hate myself. I really ( Read more... ) -
Murder Dolls 197666 lyrics
In 197666 I was born a bastard and a son of a bitch ( Read more... )