officially my worst day living....
today.... i lost my daughter, DHS took her away. Dawn and i have been having a really rough time getting along... halloween night it all came to a head... we fought, and broke up... she left the baby and i, doing what i thought was right to try to help dawn with her drinking i called DHS.... now, everything is fucked even worse... i wanna die... now dawn hates me even more than she did before.... our little girl is in foster care somewhere, i hope and pray that my dad will get her soon. can my life get any more worse... thats a stupid question i know, cuz it can... at least we havent lost her permanently... i have to remain clean and dawn has to quit drinking, we both need alot of help, we have alot of problems with our relationship... what little there is left of it, we are still broken up, and yet we have no other place to go, so we are still living together.... i dont know what to do... im lost....